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Chapter 18

Lisa POV

1:46 am. Still awake in pain. I tossed and turned in the bed hoping to fall asleep but of course, I didn't. I tried to keep my moans and groans in but at some times they just had to escape my lips. I couldn't take this anymore so I got up and went out to the kitchen and went to get water and ice.

As I turned the lightswitch, I was walking wobbly and walked straight into the counter. I fell on to the ground but protected my head so no more damage was done.

I found it hard to get back up but then I heard someone coming. I tried my best to get up as fast as I could.

"Aww look at all those bruises!" I heard Rose in a loud whisper.

I stood their in my bed shorts and t-shirt, showing off every bruise she has given me.

"What are you doing here? Fully dressed?" I questioned her.

"Oh I'm just meeting... someone.." then she laughed.

"Who? Jungkook?" I knew it.

"Of course. Jealous?"

"No, I moved on. And I'm not forcing my new friend into a relationship.." I kept my voice down.

"Good, your never getting you Kook back anyway.." and she left.

I was frozen on the spot. Not moving. Not thinking. Couldn't hear. Until I felt 2 arms go around me.

"Lalice, you ok?" Jisoo said .

"Lisa??" Jennie said.

I didn't reply. I didn't move.

"Why are their bruises all over you?"
Jisoo asked.

"That person get prepared to get hurt because whoever hurts our Lalisa also gets hurt." Jennie pretended the whole world could hear her.

"Rose" I said " Rose" I repeated. I kept saying her name. Then I started to kick and punch the wall with tears falling from my eyes.
My unnies tried to stop and eventually they got me to stop.

"Lisa! What about Rose... And where is she?" Jisoo said letting me cry on her shoulder. I lifted my head up.

"Rose..gave me these bruises." And as I said that Jennie stormed off to her room to get her phone.

"I think she's calling Rosie. But we're is she?" Jisoo whispered.

"With Ju-" and I shut my mouth because I never want to say his name again.

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Jungkook POV

I kept reading the texts that me and Lisa sent a couple days ago.

Lisa: Jungkook, I spent hours crying over you. Tell me the truth!

Jungkook: about what?

Lisa: You and Rose! Please!!

Why was I doing this to such a sweet girl?

"Jungkook! Look at this beautiful sunrise!!" Rose said looking in at my phone.

I looked up. I didn't care. I wanted Lisa back. I didn't want Rose.

All of a sudden I heard people screaming.

"JUNGKOOOOOOOOOKK!!!"

"ITS ROSE AND JUNGKOOK!!!"

"NOOOO DONT LIKE ROSEKOOOK!!"

"YASSS ROSEKOOK IS REALLLLL!!!"

shit.

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Lisa POV

Rose had got home and walked over to me.

"Go outside" she told me and walked away.

I did as she said and went outside into the morning air.
I found Jungkook standing at the entrance of our dorm. I wanted to turn back in but he grabbed my hand.

"Lisa. I'm so sorry for doing this.."he tried apologising.

"No Jungkook. You can't just apologise like that. I've moved on. I have found someone else. Bu-bye!!" I shouted and slammed the door.

I stormed off into my room and rang Bobby.

"Everything alright?"

"No...can we meet..?" I nervously said.

"Sorry Lisa, I would if we had a little practice but I'm really busy today, but tomorrow I have time!!"

I wanted to scream.

"Oh, it's ok! Bye!!!" I tried sounding happy, but without letting him say bye I hung up.

I threw my phone onto my bed.
I heard a shout from my unnies.

"LISAAAAA WE ARE ALL GOING OUTTT!!!"

good. I need some alone time.

I let all my anger out. But I couldn't handle life anymore. I knew I was over dramatic. But I loved Jungkook. How can I just get over something like this in a blink of an eye.

There is no point in trying anymore, I messed it up.
Bobby cancels on me all the time. I'm always bashed because I'm Thai. Rose gave up on me. Jennie and Jisoo don't know what to do with me. I am a waste of people's time and space.

I held my tears back as much as possible as I walked out to the kitchen. The descision I am making at the moment is insane.

Why am I doing this??

My heart was telling me but my body was thinking something different. Suicide.

I grabbed a knife.

Was I just going to do it like that? I need to give people a hint. I will post about it

I posted a picture of the knife and captioned- bye. Have a good life while mine is going to be brought up to the heavens. Bye life.

I know I made it really obvious but that the point, right?

But as soon as it posted and I saw all the comments coming through. One name. One username stood out.

bambam1a - Lisa stop! I'm coming.

That one comment made me fall apart . All the tears I was holding in came pouring from my eyes and I lost all my strength. I picked the knife up. I kept trying to Stan myself but I couldn't because I lost my strength. I was asterical crying and couldn't control it. I heard 3 cars pull up outside.

In rushed BamBam, Jennie, Jisoo, Rose and beside Rosé, stood Jeon Jungkook.

Seeing him made me cry even more. Everyone tried to get a hold of me, even Rosé, but Jungkook looked afraid and sad and that soon turned into anger.

"Why Lisa?" He asked me.

"You! You and Rose! How can I whatch the guy I love, fall in love with my best friend who now hates me! I hate both of you! GET OUT OF OUR HOUSE!!" and more tears came out.

BamBam, Jennie and Jisoo sat me down on the couch.

"Lisa, please don't do this! We love you." Jennie said, rubbing my back gently.

"No one loves me"

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A/N: sorry if this offended anyone but ok. Fite me. Anywayghgghhsss.
This is not finished for like 7899659 more chapters sooooooooooooo.

And sorry I'm not updating a lot but I have been focusing on my Blackpink 5th Member book Soo...

I'm bored

Bai xx