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Chapter 37

Lisa POV

When I eventually made it home, I quickly rushed into my room and threw myslef on my bed before my unnies saw me.

I lay on my bed for a solid 5 minutes just thinking about how my life is slowly improving.

But I soon got an awful smell from myslef, so I had a shower.

After I refreshed myslef and got dressed into an oversized sweatshirt and some shorts, I went out into the kitchen.

"I thought I heard you Miss Manoban!" Rose laughed as she swung her arms around my body.

"Hello!" I said, swinging my arms around her too.

"Aren't you excited that our interview with them is tomorrow!" Rose jumped up and down.

Shit. I forgot.

"Uhmm.. yes I'm so excited!" I gave her a big smile.

I was actually nervous. I wasn't nervous that we were going to get bashed or anything like that. It's because I want to do something that no one knows about.

"You don't sound excited, are you scared?" She frowned at me.

"Well.. I need to explain. But you need to keep it a secret." I bit my lip gently.

I dragged her into my room and we sat on the bed with our legs crossed.

"So what is it?" Rose asked, making me feel comfortable.

I inhaled deeply then let out a sigh.

"I want to tell people. I want them all to know." I said quickly.

"About...?"

"Us. Me..you... Jungkook. I just want to explain everything to them all. There will be an audience there since it's on a live stage, so I might aswell take my chance!" I let out.

She went into a daze. We stayed silent for a bit.

"Sure, let tell Jung-"

"NO!" I shouted over her. "Don't tell anyone.."

All 4 of us were watching a kdrama. Well, 3 of us were. I was thinking about what I was going to tell blinks and Army's.

Is it too much to make a speech? Or is it not enough?

Will I have the courage? Will I just back out last minute?

What if Jungkook will hate me for exposing everything?

"I'm overthinking this..!" I whispered to myself.

"What?" Jisoo snapped.

"Nothing..just talking to myself.." I looked down and played with my fingers.

I them heard my phone ringing.
Facetime call with Bambam.

I rushed to my room and answered.

"Hello Lalisaa!" He squealed as I answered

"Hey Bam!" I waved.

"I heard your plan for tomorrow. An interview with the Bangtan Boys." He laughed while squinting his eyes.

"Yeah... crazy!" I smiled shyly.

"You alright, you seem off?" He asked.

"No I'm fine!" I said before he finished his scentance.

"Lisa, I spent my whole life with you. You can't lie to me anymore." He said, making a face that made me feel stupid.

"...I'm telling everyone about what's been happening tomorrow.." I frowned, looking down at my bed sheets.