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Chapter 38

Lisa POV

"Argh... Jungkook, are you sure you wanna stay with us..gir-" I stuttered as I saw the muscular idol standing behind the couch.

"Lalisa! He can stay of course!" Jisoo and Irene laughed at me.

"Thank you..!" Jungkook bowed slightly.

"Where will he sit then?" Joy asked, looking around for a spot for him.

"Well I guess Lisa will just have to sit on his lap... Like couples do." Jennie smirked.

The rest of them agreed and I then stood up.
It was very awkward as I sat down onto his lap and made myself comfortable.

Out of all the things that could be awkward that I have done with him, it just had to be this.

"Soo...." Yeri said, breaking the silence.

"Lisa said she prefered when she dated Bobby." Jennie said looking directly at us 2.

Silence filled the room once again.

"I'm kidding!" She laughed. Nobody else laughed.

It was awkward.

I got this feeling in my stomach. A sick feeling. It swirled in my stomach as if I was about to get sick.

A conversation started again but I wasn't paying much attention due to the fact my stomach was practically dieing.

I felt so much stress and pressure. I was about to have a mental breakdown.
I was adjetated and uncomfortable. The vomit was filling my throat.

"I really need to get sick.." I whispered to Jungkooks ear.

He stayed calm and held my waist lightly.

But I really couldn't sit.

I stood up and, as quick as I could, made my way to the toilet. Someone else was coming and came to hold my short hair while I threw up.

I saw that it was the shoes of Jungkook when I looked down at the floor.

Someone else had entered the room but I wasn't quite sure who it was.

I was in a terrible mood. I felt like bawling. So that is exactly what I did. I started to bawl quietly then got up from the floor and washed my face.

I didn't look around me I only focused on what I was doing.

When my face was all clean, I was still bawling, I dug my head into Jungkooks shoulder because that's the only place I wanted to be right now.
  In Jungkooks arms.

He held me tightly and it felt so nice. I cried and cried.

Another hand reached out onto my back. They rubbed my back gently over and over again.

I knew by all the rings and jewelery that scraped off my back, that it was Jisoo unnie.

I never knew I wanted to feel her body heat too, but apparently I did.

But sadly, we couldn't stay there all day. I asked Jisoo to get Rose so we could talk in private because I felt I needed her comfort too.

We sat at the side of my bed together and Chaeng had both her arms around me as I sobbed.

"Are you stressed over that speech?" She asked after, what felt like many minutes.

"...partly.. but what's up with Jennie unnie?" I asked, still sobbing.

"I...I'm not sure. I can ask her after the girls leave if you like?" She offered.

"Thanks... Can you get Jungkook.." I asked quietly.

"What ever you ask Liz." Rose winked.

She quickly got on her feet and made her way to the living room where everyone was seated.

Only a couple seconds later, the dark haired guy was seated next to me on the bed.

I shifted my was closer, right up to him.

I gently put my head on his shoulder.
He put his arm around me and slid his hand on my waist.

"You know I love you." I said to him to break the silence.

"Of course, but you know I love you more than anyone could ever hate you." He smiled down at me.

"That's pretty hard...a lot of people hate me deeply." I sniggered.

"Obviously there is. But you have more people that love you. And you know your unnies will go to the ends of the Earth for you."

I lifted up my head to give him a soft and sweet smile.

"I want people to know about us already." Jungkook moaned before placing a gentle kiss on my lips.

"I'm sure they'll know,...soon." I said as I leaned in to kiss him.

The next morning.

I stretched my arms out wide with a big yawn as I woke up from my deep sleep.

I slowly made my way out of the duvet and out the door. I dragged my feet as I walked down the hallway into the kitchen.

"Morning Lice, ready for tonight?" Chaeng greeted me as I entered the kitchen.

"Of course I am. I dreamt about it!" I joked.

We all sat at the table and ate the food Jennie had a cooked for us.

We all talked. Me and Jennie were fine, despite her rudeness towards me last night.

We all finished up eating and I got up front the wooden chair.

Jennie flung both her arms around me and rested her head on my chest.

"Sorry for being like that last night... I don't even know why I was like that." She apologised.

"It's...it's alright." I patted her back with a smile and then helped clean the table.

Only a couple hours later we were being shown our outfits for the interview.

"And for you Lisa, we have this beautiful number" the stylist said holding up a hanger.

On the hanger was a light crop top with a matching skirt to go with it.

It was white and covered in gems and sparkles. I fell in love with the piece because it reminded me of my Coachella outfit and my outfit I wore for SBS Gayo Dejeuon 2018.

I tried it on and I loved to so much.

I seated myself on a black chair infront of a mirror to get my hair Ang makeup done.

The hair stylist added a bit of a wave to my short hair as the makeup artist put glittery eyeliner on me.

When we were all finished we met BTS only 5 minutes before going on. I stood nervously by myself, worrying that I would mess up my little speech, or just back out and not do it.

Two arms wrapped around me from the back. They held both my hands together.

"It's going to be fun Lalice." Jungkook whispered as the woman on stage started talking.

"I hope so.." I whispered back softly.

"And now, I'm here to welcome.. BTS!" The woman said through the mic.

The 7 boys walked out onto the stage. The many screams made me even more nervous.
I need to focus.

The 4 of us stood in a line ready to go out. Rose gave me a quick hug before we heard our name.

"And... BLACKPINK!"

The stage opened once again and we all walked out and sat in out seats.

I'm here. And I am feeling a bit more confident.

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A/N: heyy!

Omfg this is the 2nd last chapter, and I'm sure of it x

I've been thinking about the ending of this book since chapter....10?

So yh. Uh..

Baiiii xx