Let's kidnap him {Zayn Malik} (paused)

Chapter 18

DANAS POV:

Why am i mad at zayn?

It's because this dickhead kept saying my name.

Not lily, but Dana.

I just despise when people say that name.

I told him that dana is long gone, and that lily is my new name. He even saw my reaction each time someone would say my old name.

Why does he keep saying that?

Although i was flushed when he kissed me, i also had mixed feelings.

I always had trauma when someone would yell my real name.

It's all because of the day, my mother died.

The day we were on a cruise ship, and all hell went down when there were shooters on the ship.

Ever since that day, my father kept blaming and he kept putting all his feelings on me.

Although I understand why, and know, i still hate him for the stuff he's done to me.

And i would never, ever want to talk about it. Not even zayn.

I love him so so much and i would never lie to him.

But this trauma i had, that i witnessed my mother- it's just too private to tell anyone.

The only person who know about this is Lily, because she was with me, and my brothers

Yep, not one brother, not two, but i also have 7 brothers.

Well, i have a total of 12 brothers, 5 from my current step mother and 7 from my birth mother, who is currently in the grave.

And i'm the only girl.

Why did god make me the only girl? Well, i guess he wanted me to be a tomboy or something.

But, i BARELY see any of my brothers, half of them are married and have kids, other half has a business, some are nowhere to be found, some are pretending to be broke or poor to experience the low budget.

"Lily?" I blink a few times as Dylan was staring at me "are you... still having trauma?" He asks.

Dylan, is my twin. Yep, surprise.

But, unfortunately, we were separated when my step mother, divorced my father.

She took all of my brothers and set them free because, right now, there's no use of them.

But, a lot of them started a business, or are still with my father, working.

My father kept me with him, i never understood why because he hated me the most, but until now, i'm still waiting for an answer about this.

"lily" Dylan says, still waiting.

"What? Oh- yeah" i nod, I didn't even hear him.

"Let's go back to dad" he blurts out as all of us paused.

"What?" I say, chuckling.

He must be out of his mind.

"I'm thankful that you convinced him to take me in to be his CEO, but i think he needs you." He explains as Mia laughs "face the reality boi"

I glance at Mia, although it was mean of her, it's true. He needs to face the reality, i've done everything to try and help him into being himself again but nothing worked.

"Come on, just come back home and you'll see how much he's changed" Dylan begs

"He changed?" I laugh " please, the only thing he would change is his food diet" i say.