(don't) Give Up {boyxboy}

Chapter 22

Writers block ugh

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"Mike?" I sobbed, "I'm sorry I couldn't save you... I failed on being a big brother... now you won't live a full life" I kept sobbing.

"It wasn't your fault" I heard him say,

"BUT I WASN'T THERE WHEN IT HAPPENED" I screamed,

"Vic, calm the fuck down! It wasn't your fault ok?!" he yelled louder, making me whimper and nod.

"I'm so sorry" I breathed into my hands, crying harder than I was before.

"Kellin will take good care of you alright? Don't screw stuff up" he patted my back,

"Mike... Before you like d-died, the last word I ever said to you was 'I love you too', you know that?" I chuckled a bit, remember our conversation about his work.

"Yeah," he smiled, "I love you bro, don't forget" he started fading,

"WAIT MIKE, PLEASE" I starting crying gain, "mike..." I felt like a part of me was gone, erased... Forever.... and I hated it.

"Vic... please wake up" I heard Kellin's voice whispering in my ear, he sounded like he was crying.

"What's wrong?" I panicked.

"I-I just got a phone call..."

"This late at night?" I questioned and he nodded. I sat up right as he wiped his tears away.

"Who called you and what happened?!"

"It was the hosptial... Mike, he isn't dead" he smiled, "but he's in a coma thought, apparently the stab wounds wasn't as severe as your mothers."

I couldn't help but cry of joy... "He's alive" I whispered to myself, "he's fucking alive" I said louder, crying and smiling to myself,

"But why are you crying... it seems something else happened" I examined his face,

"It's uh J...Jaime"

"What about him?"

"He's dead.... they confirmed it about an hour ago. He was stabbed to death too..." his voice broke, "I'm sorry these have to happen to you" and by then my happy tears became angry and sad.

"Why?? W-Whi keeps..." I couldn't finish my sentence bothered by my sobbing.

"I'm sorry" he pulled me into a hug,

"Do they know who did it?"

"No, they're working on it"

"Do they at least have an idea who it was?" and he went silent.

"Kellin, who is it?"

"They don't know for sure..."

"Who.is.it."

He broke eye contact, "you might hate me"

Now I'm confused, "just tell me" I softened my voice.

"They think.... they think it's Justin"

Justin? Wasn't he... Did he.... what?

"He's in prison?"

"He broke out... I don't know how"

"I'm so sorry, if only I didn't come into your life, he wouldn't know you and none of this would be happening. I'm sorry... I'm so sorry...."

"Kellin it's ok... it wasn't your fault" I tried soothing him but he shook his head,

"It is Vic, I'm tired of being a fuck up that ruins people l-" I cut him off by kissing him,

"Your talking nonsense Kells" I said in his lips

"I'm sorry"

"Look, I love you ok? Don't think otherwise"

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"Michael Fuentes please?" I said quickly to the lady at the desk. My heart was pounding that my brother is still alive.

"Room three-twentyon-" I grabbed Kellins hand, rushing before she could finish,

"Call down" Kellin chuckled. I couldn't help but smile, that the fact that Kellin is always here by my side and my brother is alive.

Alive.

It's a better word than saying dead, gone, extinct, goodbye...

We reached room 321 in no time, and there I saw him. His eyes were closed, and his chest was rising and falling,

"Mike" my eyes swilled up with tears. I let go of Kellin's hands and ran for Mike. I knew he couldn't hear me, but is he could,

"I love you" I whispered in his ears, crying on his shoulder.

"God damn, I thought you died Mike, I seriously did... Please wake up," I cried, feeling a hand rub on my back in a circular motion.

This heart monitor was killing me,

Beep...beep....beep....beep.

I stayed there for hours talking to Kellin but mainly waiting for Mike to wake up.

"Sir, visiting hours are up" the nurse smiled and left.

"Come on" Kellin whispered, wiping my tears, "he'll be fine"

"But if he's not? He's barely hanging on! He's on the edge of dying still!"

But Kellin shook his head, "55 percent of living, his wounds are healing fast"

"And you didn't tell me?" I said,

"Sorry, I wasn't thinking about that-"

"It's fine-" I saw a nurse walk by, "ma'am, do you know when the patient Michael Fuentes, will wake up?"

"Ummm..." she flipped through her clipboard,

"Sorry, we haven't gotten any updates yet, but here... it says he's doing better so maybe anytime soon" she smiled and I nodded,

"Thank you"

"Wow, some fighter your brother is" Kellin said, and I nodded.

"He was always the tough one after all" I smiled, and he chuckled.

He's alive.

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A/N: Sorry it's short or whatever

Writers block

And I'm in a shitty mood.

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