I feel sorry for you
I feel sorry for the way you feel
Like you don't deserve happiness
I feel sorry that you think we were a waste
I feel sorry because i felt this way
I thought i didn't deserve to be happy
Because i was too scared of being hurt
Hurt so bad that all my skin will feel
Like it was lit on fire
I'm not gonna hold on to you
Clearly you have to realize what i've already realized
There can't be happiness without sadness
And the feeling of being so good that you can fly
Is worth it because its bigger of the one of being hurt.
I am addict of being hurt
Because it means that i'm alive
And i'm living fully now
And i will not have regrets
Because every time i'm hurting
I know its because i felt something more powerful and more magical
Than being sadYou're always welcome to comeback
When you had realize that
But for now
Learn the hard way
The way i had to learn it
YOU ARE READING
Thin as Paper
PoetryThis is my journal This is my thoughts and my real feelings Enjoy the dairy of a broken girl ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ ( certain poems are about eating disorder and abuse of drugs and sex so yeah your warned)