If Life Went My Way

New home and "ambitions"

[2 months later. Just moved into the new appartment]

As I sit on my couch watching tv, I feel the urge to pee. My brain tells me to hold it so I'm not caught. Then I suddenly remember I'm alone.
I also hear a gurgle in my stumach, and get turned on by my situation. I quickly turn on my phone and search how close the nearest Pharmacy is; 5 min. I decide to go to the pharmacy.
On my way there I squirm in my seat as the pressure in my bladder and bowels increase.
When I finally get there I park my car and head inside, slightly crossing my legs and squeezing my butt cheeks together hopeing no one will notice.
I begin to search the isles for what I need and find it quickly. I feel a rush of adrenaline as I grab two pacages of diapers, baby wipes, rash cream, baby powder, a bottle, a binkie, and some disposable razors.
'I'm actually doing this. I can't believe this.' I walk/waddle to the check out and nervously buy the diapers. I get an odd look from the person scanning the pack but they don't say anything out of the ordinary.
The drive home seemed like an eternity.
I got home and parked my car in its spot took my bag and took the stairs to my apartment (So to make me more desperate).
I got to my door and fumbled with the key as I spasticly and shakely tried to put it in the key hole. I eventually got it in and locked the door behind me.
I had to go so bad I took my shoes, jeans, and panties off right in front of the door. I ripped open one of the packages of diapers and placed it on the floor. I tenderly placed my butt on it, feeling the cushion beneath my butt.
I layed back and pulled the diaper front over my vagina, feeling it's softness made me shudder in enjoyment. I pulled the tabs as tight as they would go and stood up to admire myself.
I walked back to the couch, barely, and continued to watch tv, trying to hold my mess as long as I could. After 10 minutes I couldn't focus on my show anymore and was trying so hard not to mess myself. Even though I really wanted to.
I gave up and leaned over the side of the couch to pee. I felt as pee rocketed out of me and sighed in relief. I hadn't realized I had drank so much. I was peeing for a solid 15 seconds before it stopped, the whole time loving the feeling of saturating my diaper in urine. The diaper was now hot with pee and it was sagging to just above my knee.
I still had to poop. I was worried that it would leak due to the diaper already being near full, the thought of it leaking turned me on. I squatted down to where my butt was almost touching the floor, and pushed, I barely had to though.
I felt my mess making my diaper sag even more and felt as the hot mushy mess filled every crevice of my diaper. My diaper being well over full, it had started spilling out of the top of my diaper, I was lucky it didn't leak more than that. But I sat onto the floor and poop began flowing out of the sides of my diaper and all over the floor.
I was very content with my mess and just wanted to lay in it for a while. But I didn't want a diaper rash so I got up, poop dripping down my legs as I walked, and cleaned up in the tub and rediapered myself then cleaned my living room.
I wanted to wear diapers and never take them off. I went online to my favorite abdl store and almost shot my wallet. Making a limit for myself so I could at least pay for gas.
I bought 5 big packs of diapers with cute ocean designs on them, 7 onesies for everyday of the week with a different design on each, a adult sized high-chair, 5 bottles, laxatives, a changing mat, a crib, 2 binkies, fourmula, I even found new cheap binders there in cute little baby designs, I got 2, sheets for my crip in an ocean pattern, and, my personal favourite, incontinence pills that have enough to last me a year. After I placed the delivery it told me it'd be here in about a week. I looked at the diapers I bought and I had enough to last me that long.