If Life Went My Way

Mommy?[Part 1]

I was so excited for Ash to get here. I was in my black onesie and my blue binder. My indicator was now a clownfish, it was half gone. I was sucking on a binkie in stress.
I heard a knock on my door. I swear my heart stopped. As I walked to the door, my heart was like a drum roll. I opened the door to see Ash with a ear-to-ear smile on her freckled face.
Before I said anything she reached out and hugged me, my binkie almost fell out of my mouth, but I caught it.
"P-please come in." I gestured for her to come in. She gracefully came in and put her perce on a chair.
"Okay, so here's what's gonna happen. Its-" she looks at the clock"-9 o'clock. So I'm going to stay until tomorrow morning and take care of you like I was your mommy. Then by the time I have to leave, if you like the way you've been treated, I will stay and be your mommy. Does that sound fair to you?" I was in awe at the command she took and simply nodded with my binkie.
"Alright. So while I'm here, I have some rules.
1) You can't talk. Only baby sounds
2) You can't walk. Only crawl
3) You can't change yourself
4) If you break any of these rules, you will be punished
Does that sound fair to you?" I again just nodded. She picked me up surprisingly with ease. I let my arms lay limp at my sides and snuggles my face into her neck continuing to suck on my binkie.
"Is my baby hungry?" I perked up and nodded my head with enthusiasm. She started looking for my bottles and found my nursery. I turned slightly red because I wasn't used to anyone seeing my nursery. I felt myself begin to wet my diaper. Ash did too, I turned more red. As she was looking for the bottles she also found my incontinence pills.
"Does my baby like being incontinent?" She asked looking at the bottle. I nodded my head shamefully "Awe it's nothing to be ashamed about" she hugged me. She grabbed a bottle and formula and left the nursery.
She placed me on the living room floor and put on some cartoons while she made my formula. I was so entranced in the tv I didn't notice I was peeing again until Ash handed me my bottle. I grabbed it and began to gulp it down, while also starting to feel the need to poop from yesterday's formula. I just ignored it because I knew I couldn't fight it even if I wanted to.
I didn't pay much attention to the slight off taste to my milk until later when I got a sudden cramp in my stumach. I bent forward and held my stomach for a few seconds until the cramp subsided. But now my stomach constantly felt weird; like I could feel the milk going through my intestines.
After 10 minutes of this, I was getting used to ignoring it. When all of a sudden during my cartoon, my butt exploded and I felt my diaper fill up very quickly with mushy, liquidy poop. I didn't make any physical changes as this was happening, I just kept watching my cartoon; the poop kept coming and wouldn't stop.
Ash didn't seem to notice until my diaper started leaking poop all over the floor. It went on like this for about 30 seconds, I was still watching the tv.
"Did my baby have an accident?" Ash said. I looked down at the mess I had made. Finally noticing, I began to wail and cry because I didn't mean to make a mess.
Ash came over and picked me up "Shhhh- baby it's okay. We all have accidents. I know you didn't mean it" She didn't mind the mess she was getting on herself as she took me to my changing mat; I was still crying during all of this.
I only stopped crying slightly as she changed my diaper and put me in a mermaid onesie. I was still sniffling though. Once she was done, she picked me back up and placed a binkie in my mouth and she took me back into the living room, placed me on the couch, cleaned my mess, and sat on the couch with me on her lap. She turned the cartoons back on.
It was only noon when she turned the tv off. I looked at her with a confused look. She smiled at me.
"Its time for my baby to have a nap" she took me into the nursery and placed me into my crib. She then drew all the curtains to make it dark, tucked me in, kissed me on the forehead, pulled up the crib bar, and left while turning the lights.
'I haven't had a nap-time since a was 3' I thought to myself as I drifted off to sleep anyway.
Ash woke me up 2 hours later and gave me another bottle. She picked me up and got me into my big girl clothes and my pink binder. While I was very confused, I didn't ask because I didn't want to get in trouble for talking.
"Do you want to go somewhere fun?" I clapped my hands and nodded vigorously. "Ok then" she picked me up and brought me to her car, which, to my delight, had an adult sized car seat.
She opened the door and buckled me in while I continued to suck on my bottle. She got into her seat, buckled up, and began to drive. Even if I just woke up from a nap, car rides always made me sleepy. I fell asleep as we were on the highway.
I woke up as Ash was unbuckleing me from my seat, she gave me a binkie and picked me up. I looked around, it looked like we were at a abdl store. I clapped my hands and pointed. She smiled.
"See I told you it would be fun" she walked into the store and put me in a cart. We wheeled down the isles looking at the magnificent baby things. She stopped in the stroller section and told me to pick one out. I picked the all black one with a sun protecter and a small table thing. We took that box. Then we went to the swimming isle. She told me to pick a bathing suit and my favorite swimmy diapers. I picked the bathing suit that was like a onesie and the diapers that were plain light blue. She also told me to pick a floaty. I picked the arm floaties that were teal.
After that we just walked around, Ash got some sunscreen and I got a few more outfits. We went to the check out and I got another cramp, I held my stomach again.
'Why is my tummy so hurting?' I felt a tear leak through my eye. Ash didn't seem to notice.
As we were checking out, the cashier looked at me and 'awed'. Ash and her began to talk about me, but I wasn't listening. I heard my tummy gurgle and almost immediately after, my butt started exploding poop again. I knew my diapee wouldn't hold so I tried to tell mommy.
I tugged at her sleeve. She looked at me and said "What is it baby?" I pointed to my diapee and then they smelled it, I felt my face turn red. Just then all the poop began to spill out of my diapee. I began to wail and cry as I had my second accident in one day.
Mommy hugged me as I continued to poop everywhere. The cashier didn't seem at all worried about the mess, he probably had seen this a lot. He just tried to help mommy calm me down and said I should probably get a few packs of extra thick diapees. Mommy went to go get them and get me a new outfit. She bought everything and we went to the bathroom to change. I was still crying quietly.
She pulled me out of the cart and we went into a stall which had a changing table for adults. She placed me on the changing table and took off my pants and threw them away. She changed my diapee and put me in the new thicker one and my new outfit which was a pair of pink overalls with a teal shirt. I liked my new outfit. She cleaned the cart the best she could then put me back in it.
When we exited the bathroom, mommy offered to help clean my mess. The cashier saw me and came over to me.
"It's okay sweatheart. We all get water poop sometimes" He gave me a hug. Which made me feel a little better. They offered to help put my stroller together before we left because mommy helped them clean my mess. Mommy gladly said yes. The cashier asked mommy if he could take me somewhere. I couldn't hear where.
Mommy said yes, the cashier came over and picked me up and brought me to a corner of the store. The sign read 'Play Place' I was already very excited and made grabby hands towards the sign. The cashier laughed and said:
"I thought you'd might want to come here" he signed me in and put me with some other abdl's "my age". I found some blocks and began to build a tower. My tummy cramped again. I was afraid I would make another accident and just sat there trying to hold my butt cheeks together.
A worker noticed this and came to me.
"What's wrong munchkin?" She asked me. I pointed to my butt. She then looked at a clipboard and found my name. She looked at me with empathy. "Awe sweetheart it's okay. You have the better diapees on now. I promise you won't make a mess" she slowly grabbed my hands and gently moved them from my butt. Poop flowed out of my butt faster than before. I began to cry and the lady hugged me as my diaper was already filled with poop. When it didn't overflow I was happy I hadn't made a mess but still crying because the feeling of all this coming out of my butt hurt a lot.
She then picked me up and brought me to the changing station where she expertly changed me and put me back in the thick diapee.
She brought me back to the blocks, my crying had stopped and I continued to play with her.