Love| a Joe Sugg fanfic

Chapter 20

I was sat on the floor of Joe and my bathroom. Everyone was gone, except Luke. He didn't feel well. He had moved his mattress back into Joe and my room, so I sobbed quietly.

I front of me lay 5 pregnancy tests, all of which said positive. I wasn't ready a baby. I needed to talked to Joe about it but I was too scared to. Until then I'd have to remain pregnant. There was a knock at the door.

"Are you ok? I can hear you crying." Luke asked concerned.

I walked over and opened the door and let him look at the situation himself. He examined each and every test.

"Y-your p-pregnant?" He asked, shocked.

"Yes... And I'm confused... I'm too scared to tell Joe..."

"Ok, well you can wear my tops when you start showing, unless you've told him before then and "

I cut him off. "Luke, calm down, I'll figure this out. Until I tell Joe this is our secret."

He nodded. I was still crying.

I wanted to know something upfront before I even told Joe so I texted him.

To: Joe❤️

Hey, how would you feel about in the future having kids? Sorry it just popped into my mind! Hope the meetings going well! Love you!😘

I pressed send and hoped he'd want kids.

From: Joe❤️

Hey in a couple of years then yeah I'd like kids! Love you too😘

I knew the future wouldn't be too far into the future at this point. I then started to over think everything. "Hey love!" Joe said walking through the front door.

I walked past him and got my coat. I needed to think. "Amber?"

"I need to go and think to myself."

"Oh, okay, love you!" I pretended I didn't hear him.

-Joe's p.o.v.-

I loved her. That's why I was coming back early from the meeting. "Hey love!" I called out letting her know I was home.

"I need to go and think to myself." She stated walked past me with tear marks down her face and her coat in her hands.

"Oh, okay, I love you!" No reply. That hurt.

"Luke, do you know what's going on?"

"No idea, sorry mate." He seemed fine. Amber didn't. I walked over to the couch and thought about anything I could have done. Nothing sprung to mind.

-Ambers p.o.v.-

I was thinking while walking round the park. What was I going to do. I loved Joe, but what if he hated me for this. I tear slid down my cheek. I looked my phone, 5 missed calls, all from Joe. It started ringing again. I didn't answer.

I was walking on my way back thinking more and more about the life growing inside of me.

I walked through the door. Joe was sat on the couch crying, while holding his hone up to his ear. My phone started to ring and the caller ID said it was Joe.

"Amber?" He said sobbing.

"Yeah?" I replied walking over to him.

"What have I done? What is it I've done to make you walk off like that?"

"You haven't done anything, I just needed to think! I love you Joe and I will never stop loving you!"

"I love you too!" He said still crying but kissing me with emotion.

I couldn't believe myself. I'd just lied to my fiancé. Why didn't I tell him I'm pregnant. Why? I don't know but I didn't care. I was in his arms, protected against the world.

"Hey Amber!" Luke said childishly.

"Hey Luke! Feeling better?"

"Much thanks!"

"Joe can you got a blanket for Luke and I?"

"Anything for you!" Joe said giving me a kiss.

I made sure he was out of sight before I quickly went over to Luke. "I haven't told him I'm pregnant, do you dare tell him."

"I won't don't worry!" He said smiling. He was so reassuring.

"Here you go!" My perfect fiancé said handing me a blanket and the handing Luke one.

"Oh, I saw pregnancy tests on the floor of the bathroom, Amber are you pregnant?" Joe asked.

I didn't know what to say luckily Luke realised that and stepped in. "Actually, at the club last time I was so drunk that a girl and I, well you know, and she's pregnant, she came over to prove it to me by showing me the tests and I forgot to throw them away! Sorry!" I was so thankful Luke knew and was there.

"Oh, ok... I was kind of excited thinking that we were having a baby..." Joe said sadly.

Lying to him about being pregnant was best, until I decide how I feel about it.

Everyone came back and and we all sat down and talked. Until I started to feel sick. I knew this was something that came along with pregnancy. I ran downstairs onto Joe's and my bathroom, everyone following.

I threw up and everyone heard. "Oh my goodness are you ok?!" Everyone asked concerned. I nodded.

I couldn't tell them.

I went to bed straight after that. Joe went to bed at the same time as me as did the boys. I soon noticed everyone was asleep. Everyone, except me.

I was panicking. What if Joe left me... I wiggled my way out of Joe's arms, making sure not to wake him and slowly padded my way up stairs. I got myself a cup of tea. I thought through the situation. I had decided I wanted a baby. Joe and I could handle it. I was telling him.

I walked back down to Joe and my room. I shook Joe lightly. "Hmm..." He groaned. "What's wrong?" He whispered remembering the others.

"I have to tell you something, come upstairs!" I whispered. He made his way out of bed and followed me quietly going upstairs.

"The truth is...." I took a deep breath in. "I-I'm pregnant..." I said holding his hands yet still looking at my feet.

"Y-your what?" He replied as if he didn't hear me the first time.

"I'm pregnant!" I said happier.

"I'm going to be a dad?" He looked at me in shock. I nodded my head.

"I'm going to be a dad!" He said happily hugging me then kissing me like there was no tomorrow.

"I love you Amber!" He said kissing me yet again.

"I love you too!" I said kissing him back.