Soulmates ( YoonMin FF )

3rd Life : Reset

"Jimin, please. Let's talk." Yoongi knocked on the younger's door for the nth time. He heard a few muffled sounds but he was sure that it was the younger sobbing his heart out. "Please, Jimin."

"Hyung," Hoseok placed his palm on the older's shoulder. "I think it's better to leave him alone for now. He's too broken."

"But I'm trying to fix this." Yoongi firmly stood his ground, not letting his dongsaeng change his mind no matter what. "...fix us,"

"Hyung, have you seen him? He's been crying day and night. There are circles under his eyes and he's getting skinnier." Hoseok sighs and explains briefly and calmly. "He knows you're just around the corner and he's afraid to face you right now, hyung."

"...but Jiminie," His eyes showed defeat at that very moment. His face falling and his heart sinking to the bottom of his stomach.

"Let me handle it for now, hyung." He tapped the older's back once more. "Just go grab some snacks or something. To let the time pass."

Yoongi sighed and agreed even against his will. All he could do now is respect his lover since it was all his fault. He could do nothing right at the moment but wait.

And even though they live in the same dorm, they never saw each other for days and it was just pure torture for the elder. And though the younger denies it, he feels the same way.

Jimin gives in to his inner thoughts anyway. He slowly opened their shared room's door that he never left for days and peaked outside. It was eerily quiet and suspicious. The others would've been shouting or singing at the top of their lungs but it was as if they share the same feelings with the two. Hurt, broken and just so fragile no one dared to speak.

But the thought changes otherwise as he hears soft snores just around the corner. He sees the older leaning ever so peacefully on a post just beside the door to his room, his mouth slightly ajar.

Hyung...

It was pure torture to Jimin as he crouches down just to be of the same level as the older. He gently touches Yoongi's jaw and caresses his soft cheeks with his chubby thumb.

I'm so sorry...

He holds a sob, tears building up on his eyes.

And before he could even let out a loud sob that may wake the older up, he stands up on his feet and briskly tried to make his way back to his room where he could lock himself up and cry his heart out yet again. But he feels a sudden pull around his wrist and he sees his lover eyeing him with desperate eyes. Those sharp feline eyes that makes him so weak that his legs felt like jelly.

"Jimin."

That was the time his tears fell, racing down on his cheeks, loud sobs making their way out of his plumps lips. "I'm sorry, hyung."

"Jimin..."

"I'm sorry hyung."

But rather than holding onto the touch he longs for a little longer, he gently removes his lover's fingers one by one.

Though it hurts him to leave, it hurts him more to stay.

He enters his room without missing a beat and loud knocks against wood was clearly heard but never answered. He locked the door giving a tired Yoongi a hard time to reach him. Despite the fact that the younger never wanted to listen, he tried to speak to him behind the closed doors without hesitation.

"Jimin-ah, can you hear me?"

Jimin decided to cover his mouth to prevent letting out a choked sob and never show weakness infront of someone who has caused his pain.

"Jimin?" He heard a sigh of surrender. And hearing it was like a needed through his chest. His heart contracting of pain.

"Jimin, it's okay if you don't talk but hear me out. We're both hurting, I know, baby." His fingertips slipping gently along the wood that separates them from each other's touches. "Jimin, even if it takes as long, I'll be waiting. Call me when you're ready. I'll just be right here. I know in the near future, we'll be alright. We'll stick for as long, right? I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm so sorry. I never meant it that way..."

And the last thing he knew, he heard 3 footsteps away from his door and a loud thump from outside. He does the same, slipping to the floor with tear-stained cheeks. He sobs on the floor until his eyes closed once again taking him to dreamland where they're still together.

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been having writer's block. i apologize :((

and school's finally out. i'll do my best to update to the best of my abilities !