After I got home I had to call Alex. she is my best friend and the only person in our group of friends that is dating someone.
She answered the phone the first time I called. That was a big surprise. "What do you want? " "I think. I like. A guy." There were pauses in between every two words and it came out more like a question. "YOU WHAT? TELL ME EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW!"
"I don't want to tell you too much about him you really wont like it." I said "I dont care just tell me." "Ok his name is Joseph."
"Thats all your going to tell me? His name, thats it?" She said.
"Well he is more violent then me" she cut me off "how the hell is he more violent than you "
"Don't question it, its amazing. He's amazing. NO. NO. NO. HELP ME FIX ME IM NOT SUPPOSED TO LIKE ANYONE."
she just started laughing. I was freaking out and all she could manage to do was laugh at me.
"I need to tell Skye her reaction is gonna be amazing." She just kept laughing. "NO. I will tell her and you will shut the fuck up and stop laughing."
"Tell me more about him you only gave me his name." She was so annoying "he is kinda a druggie" that sentence was so slow and quiet im not sure if she heard me or not so I started telling her about what happened.
"We compared scars and told stories about all the times we caused people pain. It was amazing but I don't know if I like the feeling that comes with liking a guy it feels so wierd. "
She kept laughing she told me he was perfect for me by being all violent and stuff. I didn't tell her about the trampoline. It was my memory and I decided it was only mine and Joseph's no one else's.
The next day I was feeling really girly so instead of wearing a sweater and putting my hair up in a messy bun. I scrunched my hair and left it down and wore a dress.
The first person to see me when I walked into the school was Alex she almost screamed. I guess she was pretty surprised. OH MY GOD I forgot that I actually needed to talk to Skye. She wouldn't even come near me while I was wearing this.
I saw her in the hallway but more importantly she saw me and she just stood there staring at me like I was crazy. Which I am.
She let me talk "I think I like a guy" that was not what she wanted to hear. She started screaming "WHAT THE FUCK DID WHO DO TO YOU? YOU ARE NOT KAYLEE. KAYLEE IS GONE. GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME."
"Help me fix me please" she knew I was scared but she stayed away anyway she was such a bitch.
