I needed a minute to sit down and process what just happened to me, Joseph kissed me and I was going to a party with him. he would probably be drunk and hi. I really dont know whats gonna happen to me but I only have an hour to get ready.
he told me to look hot. I don't know what his idea of hot is but if he's anything like most guys it was slutty. Taylor "helped" me by giving me a skin tight red dress and heels.
I felt like a slut which was probably the idea. Then she gave me some black makeup which wasn't to far from my normal makeup. Then she straightened my hair. When I looked in the mirror I saw something I didn't know I could be.
After that I knew what his definition of hot was. It scared me a little. It was almost time to leave and he was here early. He walked in the room and was completely surprised. He just stood there staring at me and finally I knew for a fact that I had impressed him.
Now I just had to walk two miles in heels then survive the rest of the party which would be hard.
I got to the party alive. It was an explosion of loud music and screaming. There was so much energy in one place. There were so many people and I could imagine so many ways that I could mess up.
The first thing Taylor did was drink and Joseph was already drunk before we even got there. How was I supposed to get through the night when I was the only one who wasn't drunk?
That was easy, I couldn't. I decided that I was allowed to be stupid for one night and I joined Taylor, drinking whatever was there.
Joseph was coming "looks like you'll fit in perfectly." This was the first time I had ever drank anything with alcohol in it and it was tasted terrible but I wasn't gonna let him know that.
He started pulling me into the crowd. He wanted me to start dancing. " I've already told you I dont ever dance I dont know what to do." He just looked at me like I was stupid.
"Everyone here is wasted no one will remember and here I'll help you." He put his arms around me and guided me so that I moved with him.
I think it was just a way for him to hold me without getting punced. I was dancing with a guy drunk at a party and I was calm and I was having fun.
Then after he was sure I was comfortable against him he turned me around and kissed me. This time I wasn't scared and I didn't struggle to get away from him. I just let it happen.
We went back to drinking and after 20 minutes I was completely drunk And he had to stop me from drinking more. I dont know whats wrong with me. He was drunk and hi and was still making better decisions for me.
The next thing I knew I was waking up In my bra and underwear in Joseph's house.
