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Chapter eight (useless)

You're all on your own and
You lost all your friends
You told yourself that
It's not you, it's them

Chapter Eight

3rd pov

"No"

The small boy whispered before jungkook could reply

"No I don't want to know if your just gonna hwurt mwee" yoongi said as he let out a sob. Jungkook snapped his head towards the boy then rush by his side and picked him up

"Baby of course i still want you, your my precious angel" jungkook reassures the boy while pulling the boy deeper into his embrace

"B-But you stwayed quiet for too long " he whimpered as tears cascading down his rosy cheeks as he hiccups

"I know, i know and I'm sorry I paused" jungkook cupped the boy's cheeks and kissed his forehead "but baby you do realize we can't do this thing between us" Jeongguk caressed his small cheek

"W-what Do you mwean?" He puffed his cheeks and glared at the older

Jeongguk wanted nothing but to kiss the boy's sadness away but already did enough damage by having sex with the other and leading him on

See most people would not say they want someone when they don't. But Jeongguk didn't care what was right and wrong. He wanted the boy because he was cute and innocent, but Jeongguk also had a history quenching his cravings and then throwing it out, sadly

The boy released a small broken cry and then and there ,Jeongguk, for the first time felt an ache in what seemed to be his non existing heart

"Baby boy I- I'm sorry. I want us to continue this but you'll only get hurt at the end" the older said while hugging the younger tightly. Jeongguk didn't ever give his past 'lovers' a warning beforehand, so why did he give yoongi one

Yoongi clenched his fist and pounded them against Jeongguk's chest once or twice.
"No! I don't care, I want you and you said you wanted mwee too" he blurted as tears flushed down his face
Jeongguk looked down at boy who sobbed at his chest, he thought the ache in his heart was pity but Jeongguk didn't know what it really was. Pain from Love.
He knew that he had to spare yoongi bigger amount of pain he'd feel later on if Jeongguk kept playing the boyfriend act, what he was gonna say next would hopefully get yoongi to understand

"And I got you ....Okay I got what I wanted " Jeongguk said  with an emotionless expression
Yoongi paused and stared at the taller male with a hurt face
Yoongi's hands were trembling now, his face contorted with broken expression. The room went silent , yoongi let his hands fall to his sides as he stepped back. He eyes never leaving the other dark yet comforting ones

No cry left his mouth this time, no tears left his eyes and no cry baby appeared
Yoongi stayed silent as if the cry baby in him broke apart

He let his he'd hang as he shoved his clothes back onto his limp body, his breathing still uneven.
He walked to the door and held the doorknob gently, almost as if he want Jeongguk to jump up and stop him

But he didn't
The boy was now walking down the sidewalk, face dead with no feeling
He walked a small alley and bumped into a person , not caring if the person could be some thug waiting to kill for fun

"Hey watch where your goi-

- wait yoongs what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be with my brother?" The boy frowned as he noticed the dead look on the boy's face

"I..I don't think I'm useful to for him anymore "

I can't update big chapters cuz it takes me every once a year (lmao) so I'm going to try little chapters to post more often
/thx for reading!!! XD/🎀🧸