Todoroki x Reader

part 16

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The note is inspired by the song Her Last Words by Courtney Parker. I suggest listening to it. It's truly beautiful and a great song that should be recognized more. Okay, thanks!

I could feel myself on the verge of tears as I started reading the note.

I'm sorry Todoroki but this world is just not my place. I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in. I've come to realize this world is full of sin. There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space. I've got no reason to stay with this awful race. It's a disgrace, I was misplaced, born in the wrong time and the wrong place. It's okay though 'cause you'll see me soon. You'll know when you time comes, just look at the moon as it shines bright throughout the night and remember everyone's facing their own fight but I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter. You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter. Let the world know that I died in vain 'cause the world around me is the one to blame and I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone 'cause I'm not really anything to be dwelled on. That's what they used to tell me, all my siblings at home, so I'm going by the law, majority rules. My presence on this earth is not needed any longer and if anything, I hope this makes you stronger. Your the best friend I every had. Such a shame I had to make you so very sad, just remember that you mean everything to me and to my heart you're the only one that held the key. Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write and yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tighter. I'm watching over you from the clouds above and sending down the purest and whitest dove to watch over you and be my helpful eye. So this is it world. Goodbye.

I cursed silently as tears starting streaming down my face. Everyone stared.

" This is all my fault. " I said loud enough for everyone to hear. Deku hesitated for a second, about to say something when Uraraka cut him off.

" Stop only thinking about yourself! She's gone, and it's all because of you! You just had to go and cheat on her, knowing she was only hanging on by a thread! YOU were the only one she was living for! I just.. " She said before trailing off, a sob escaping from between her lips.

Deku and Iida tried comforting her as I wandered off into her bathroom. I fell to my knees as I saw the sight before me. She laid on her back, a knife covered with her dried blood in hand. Her face was pale and her eyes completely lifeless.

" No.. No.. No.. " I repeated to myself silently as I pulled her into my lap. Her body was completely limp. I could soon feel presences behind me. I turned around, my face pale and tear stained.

The tears that had welled in Deku's eyes fell at the sight. He crouched down, forcing a smile onto his face, but he didn't say anything.

" Hey.. I'll become the number one hero for you, alright? " I said as I held her cold, clammy hand with a weak smile.

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Mr. Aizawa looked up from the note, glaring at us while shaking his head.

" Is this some prank? " Mr. Aizawa said sternly, looking at me right in the eyes.

" No, it isn't sir. She is gone. " Iida said.  The rest of us nodded slowly.

" Wait.. So she killed herself? She always seemed so happy.. " Momo said, a hint of sarcasm in her voice.

" What do you know about her? She was dying inside behind that smile of hers. She was sobbing behind the door she kept locked because her walls weren't high enough to keep her anxiety out. She was stuck self torturing and now she is gone. At least she is happier.. " I said, my voice sharp and directed at Momo. She just sighed as everyone in the room gave her death glares. I needed to tell them the situation.

.............

I sighed as I spread myself out on the couch, sinking into the fabric. I had become the top hero, Deku being the 2nd top hero and Bakugo being the 3rd. Momo quit UA after all the hate directed to her. She cracked under the pressure.

" Heros aren't supposed to push people to the edge. "

" Heros are meant to save people, not make them kill themselves. "

" What type of hero does what you did? "

" People like you deserve nothing. "

The room started to get cold and I stood up, looking around to see [ Name's ] shadowy figure. I smiled as I sat back down. After all, she would never let me go to sleep without saying goodnight.