-Klaus X Dave- My Love Drug

Hope

He asked "But what about the others?"

I shook my head and then he asked "What about all the drugs you store like a freaking squirrel? Don't you want those?"

"Ben" I sighed "I don't need the others and I don't need drugs anymore. I have what I need. His name is Dave and I love him more than any drug."

Ben just looked at me, seeming as disappointed in me as Dad was. A lot of people in my life had their reasons to be disappointed in me, but Dave was different. He never was disappointed or mad at anything I did. In fact whenever I really screwed up he'd always try to help me make it better. He was the first person to ever try to make me better. He gave me something to believe in.

Whenever we were in the middle of battle we'd stay right by each other's side. If something went wrong with our guns, I'd make sure we'd figure it out together. If someone was trying to attack us, we had each other's backs. If we got lost, we got lost together and we found our way home together. It was perfect. He always believed in me, and that gave me hope in the darkest times.

Ben closed his eyes and said "The both of you are going to get yourselves killed out there. Klaus this is war, not a dating camp where you shoot guns. In addition to that, this time period isn't quite accepting of the fact that there's two gay men running around a military camp making out with each other instead of fighting. Emphasis on the word gay."

I stroked Dave's cheek and asked "Can we bring him with us?"

Ben opened his mouth to say something but he ended up becoming suddenly nauseous. The weirdest thing I have ever seen is a ghost throwing up. I honestly thought that Ben throwing up while human was weird, but he was even weirder while dead. The puke just disappears as soon as it hits the floor.

I got up out of bed and started rubbing his back. He finished throwing up and I hugged him. He sighed "We'll figure this out in the morning. Now sleep in your own bed at least."

I walked over to my bed and got in. Ben sat down on the end of it and said "Anyways, I've been in the future. Our siblings are still trying to get it together. They don't even notice you missing though."

I asked "Are you serious?"

He nodded and I mumbled "That's why I don't quite want to go back. Ben I don't think I'm wanted there."

"Well nor is Vanya, and she's there."

I rolled over and muttered "But Vanya is Vanya, and I'm me. I should have known we weren't supposed to love each other like family anyways. Ben I just don't know about me going back. I don't want to go to the place where I'll never be loved when I'm loved here."