Harry Fanfic- The Story of Us.

Chapter six

CHAPTER SIX:

I was sat in their bathroom, almost in tears, to be quite honest I didn't really know why I was pretty much crying. My back was against the wall and my head was in my hands, in my dreams I would've just made out with Harry was soon as he put his arm around me, however in reality I was scared as hell, I had no idea what I was doing. Suddenly there was a knock on the bathroom door, I already knew it would be Harry.

'Yes' I choked out, trying to hide my tears, I had become pretty good at that since I had really been through a lot this year.

'Um are you alright?' Harry asked, I was almost certain he knew I was not alright but he proceeded to ask anyway.

'Yes, I um just felt a bit sick' I told him, to be fair it was basically true, I definitely felt sick now, that happened a lot when I was upset, I've never know why.

'Oh okay, can I come in?' he said, I really didn't want him in here but I didn't want to sound weird by saying no, so I just wiped the tears off my face and checked my make up in the mirror, then unlocked the door. Harry came in and gently closed the door behind him, he didn't lock it though, I guessed it was because if I was sick I wouldn't want all of them to see me. I was sat back down against the wall, trying not to cry again especially in front of Harry just in case I'd have to explain what was actually wrong, well I didn't know what was wrong with me.

'Hey' he spoke gently to me, in a very comforting tone, I was still scared for what ever reason but not as much as I was before, Harry came and sat next to me. I glanced up at him, looked into his eyes and all I could see was concern, for me maybe? After that I decided it must be for me, I mean his millionaire what else could he be concerned about, I hadn't realised I was still staring at him, so I abruptly looked away.

'Come here' he whisper, as he placed his arm around my waist and pulled me closer, I froze, I was as stif as a board, I couldn't even blink until finally I snapped out of it.

'No' I said and pulled away so I was about half a meter away from him, he just looked shocked at this point, maybe a little angry.

'What is your problem? You don't like hugs? That's like not liking chubby little puppies, seriously' He grumbled, and began getting up but just before he opened the door he spoke again, 'I don't know what your deal is, but let me know soon, I was just being nice'. I felt so bad, what on earth was I doing? I was being such a jerk, on the other hand I couldn't ignore this fear in the pit of my stomach, I had been in other relationships, but I had always been the one who was very reserved about my feelings, it was like I could never express how I felt. Maybe it was because of the way I'd watched everyone elses relationships play out, they hated eachother and fought all the time, just the thought of  being in that situation chilled me to the bone. I got up and went back to the living room, it was empty apart from Harry sat on the sofa staring at his feet, I sat down a little bit away from him just so we weren't touching. He looked at me for a moment then placed his hand on top of mine, I knew it must have been some kind of experiment, but I gave in to myself and jumped off the couch.

'Is there actually something wrong with you? Its like I can't even touch you, like ever' he was almost shouting, I thought it was out of confusion more over it could've been out of anger, I had avoided him so much today.

'I don't know, okay?!' I shouted back, I didn't know what to do, I had never been confronted like this, by anyone.

'Then talk to me, or something, just do something!' he answered.

'Like what? What do you want me to do?! I don't know, what I'm even doing here' I screamed, I was so upset and confused and scared. I hadn't even realised I was crying now, the tears were streaming down my face and I felt like I was going to pass out.

'Show some kind of emotion' Harry said, before storming out the room and leaving me curled in ball on the sofa, crying my heart out.