tired and swollen eyes
due to lack of sleep with matching cries
already at my best
of doing everything i can to rest
this wasn‘t the first time
i ever did myself a crime
though i am getting weaker
i tighten my grip to hold on much longer
i promised myself to jump on a new level
and i’m confident i’ll leave more trail on my travel
but for the mean occasion
i’ll fake my smiles with made up lunatic illusion
illusion that says i’m okay
when my heart can’t really see the reason to stay
YOU ARE READING
in my head
Poetry❝ i bleed ink when i'm lost. ❞ ranks: #141 in billieeilish #49 in shortpoems #262 in poetrycollection
