in my head

11:30 am | mar 27

❝it wasn’t me❞

it was when
the light fades out to gray
you see me crying
on my own
feeling like a stray

and you look me
in the eye
without realizing
it wasn't me
anymore

it was the demon
who eats me up alive
it was the demon
who takes over my place
it was the demon
who tied a rope on my neck
it was the demon
who gave my life a wreck

it was when
my mask falls down the ground
you see me smiling
but i'm crying
when you're not around

eyes are black
the sleep i lack
look inside
i cannot hide

i'm screaming

it was the demon
who eats me up alive
it was the demon
who takes over my place
it was the demon
who tied a rope on my neck
it was the demon
who gave my life a wreck

once again,
look me in the eye
tell me who you see

↬this is actually my original song, that i wrote last two weeks if i'm not mistaken, when i was so lost and devastated