The heartbeat of a mafia boss (Under editing)

Fear

What there are roses for me, yes now I know the meaning of them, Jenny explained me. But why the king bought them, does he wants me to stay?

Doll was having a small smile on her face, she turns to him, "King are they for me?"

King was looking at her emotionless, "no, they are for Jenny." There was a little anger to hear out of his voice.

Doll frighten, "oh okay King." She lowers her head and looked at the roses again.

I always wonder what is going on in her head, she is unreadable for me yet she is strong enough to help in the worst time. I know she is hiding more than she has told me.

The King made his way to her, he hugged her from the back and gave her another chance to forget her pain, "they are for you." He whispers into her ear.

She broke the hug and rushed to the window, she bend down and was lost looking into their beauty

King opens the wardrobe, he was selecting something to wear, but Doll stood up and shook her head. She pulls him close to her, "I like to see you in this towel. Could you just wear trousers?" She looked at him into his eyes, how easily she drowns in them.

King too drowns himself in her innocent, but for him it were her lips, which were calling them to suck on them.

The Doll felt his gaze, she kisses him, he never does it on his own. She understood he wants her permission, but she is his Doll, he has the right.

King looked into the closet, he picked out a white pyjama and wore it.

Both were in the arms of each other, he was holding her while she was resting her head on his chest. Both were on the bed, she was silent too silent.

King lifts her chin, he had felt something wet on his chest, tears were rolling down her cheeks on his upper body.

"Doll what happen?"

Doll wasn't looking at him, she sniffs her eyelids were down almost covering her eyes, the lashes were wet, teardrops were hanging on them.

King made her sit, he was right opposite to her, "Doll talk to me." He lifts her chin and she shook her head, she had a fear and was scared to think of it, but she knows that it is the reality.

King didn't liked the tears on her face, he wipes them away with his thumbs, "Doll!" His voice changed from soft / calm into harsh / anger.

Doll gulps, "you will sent me back."

King frowns, "Doll is this a question or a statement?"

"Statement..." she cries, "you will sent me back, I know that, they do this often. In exchange they got a new one, maybe used but good enough." She cries and her nose was running, he turns and gave her a box with tissues.

"Why you think I would do that?"

Doll looked at the box, she took a sheet and cleans her nose, "they do it, when they are fed up or..." she shakes bitterly, he took her in his embrace, "what they do? Tell me!"

Doll hugs him and cries on his chest, "they give them back as soon as they got pregnant or like I said, when they are fed up of them."

King fumes, he made a fist, "you compare me with them?" He pulls her hairs back looking into her eyes, those eyes were filled with love and fear. The fear to be sent back.

"Did I ever gave you the feeling that I will sent you back, even after the death shots downstairs?"

Doll cups his face, "but what if I will become pregnant, will you sent me back or away?"

King loses the grip of her hairs, she was looking at him, "tell me king?"

"Wait you are able to become a mother?" He was confused about this fact, as many human traffic organisations don't allow this, that is something new even for him.

King has killed them. He won't sent me back I should tell him everything it's better for everyone.

Doll nods, "yes, I can become a mother, they keep us safe only as long as they get benefits from us." She was opening up herself to him.

King was looking at her intensely, "what else they do, what happen them to them?"

Doll lowers her head, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, "my mother was a..." she hold her cheek, remembering his slap.

She wipes her tears away, "they told me, my mom come back, she give birth to me and was sold again. I don't know if it's true, I have never met her, but I have witnessed other's, who come back with a big belly." She sniffs, King wasn't letting her out of his gaze, he filled the glass with water and gave it her, "drink and breath."

She took the glass and drank from it, she took some deep breaths, "one woman gave birth to a boy, he was kept with us. All boys were kept with us."

The King has a feeling where this could lead, but he wanted to hear it from her, "little boys, how old they become?"

Doll shivers, "they are... they are so innocent and small, they don't hurt anyone, but they are not girls, they cost and won't bring profit. Still there are awful humans out there." She points to the window.

King nodded, "I know my father is one of them." He looked at her, "you tell me everything I will tell you something in return." He hold he chin and kisses her lower lip.

Doll blinks with her eyes, she nods, "they live with us till they reach an age of six years." She drank again, "they are sold too or become organ donors. They don't live long!" She breaks down in front of him.

The fear to lose something close and related to her was killing her, since the time she learnt to think of her life. She was living in a bubble of lies and was brainwashed her whole life. There wasn't a moment she thought further, she only obeyed to them not to get hurt more than they already torture them.

King hold her close, "I won't sent you back, I won't leave you alone neither will I let you become a marionette of them or anyone else." He cleans her face, he placed a kiss on her forehead.

"You know what else they do?"

Doll nods with an ashamed face, "I lied to you."

King was confused, "maybe I should tell you that I hate liars, what did you hide from me or where did you lied to me?" He was calm, but this just frighten her more.

"King don't hurt me for my lie." She placed her hands on his chest, "I'm sorry I won't lie again, never!" She was blinking with her eyelids just not to cry more.

"Just tell me your lie." He said again calmly.

Doll nodded, she sniffs and took off the shirt, "I told you they hurt where it's not visible, but this is not the only way they make us feel the fear of their power on us."

King closed the shirt, he buttoned her and pulled her close, "what they did to you?" Now his voice become dangerous.

"They use us too, we had to..." He placed his palm on her mouth.

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