My Possessive Alpha Mate (Book 1 of the Hybrid Saga)

Ch.19: It was my fault

Chapter 19:

Blake’s POV:

I can feel Kora doubting our plan. I know she loves me, but she does have real love for the Vampire king as well.

This is unusual to happen between mates. But our whole situation is unusual. She’s the only hybrid I’ve ever heard of, which most likely why she is acting different then usual mates.

The connection we werewolves have to our mates is so strong. When two mates find each other, its almost impossible to not to want to be with the other. The bond is really just an indicator of our soulmate, that we werewolves are lucky enough to have. The bond helps us find our true soulmate. 

Your soulmate is your other half, the person you click with on a whole other level, the person you were made to be with.

Vampires don’t have the same privilege as us though. They are like humans, they can’t feel when they come upon their soulmate. They have a choice. Either they find someone that they love and can deal with, or they happen upon their actual soulmate.

Kora being a hybrid, makes me wonder…. Maybe she doesn’t feel the full effect of our bond, because she is half vampire. That could be why she was able to make a connection to that vampire

I sigh, and lean my head against the cold, stone, wall.

I do have that sliver of worry, actually A LOT of worry, that she might choose him over me. He may be planning to kill her friends and family, along with all werewolves. But they had a chance to grow together, like humans do when they date.

With me, I captured her and claimed her as my mate, then knocked her out, as well as lock her in a room. I get why she hates me, but we are still soulmates. I admit it, I fucked up. I finally found my mate, after years of searching. I didn’t want to let her walk out of my life so easily.

But I will fight for her. I refuse to lose her to that vampire!

 

She is mine!

‘Blake, how is the plan going?’  my beta mind links me.

I sigh,’Its..its going.’

‘What is that supposed to mean?’

‘I don’t know if Kora can do this,’ I reveal.

’She’s supposed to be our Luna! She going against her own fucking kind, and sleeping with the enemy!’ he shouts through the link,’What kind of selfish BITCH-‘

‘DON’T YOU DARE TALK ABOUT MY MATE LIKE THAT!’ I roar at him,’You have no idea what she’s been through! She’s lost all trust in werewolves, and it’s my fault!’

He’s silent for a moment,’..I am sorry, Alpha,’ he apologizes,’I was out of line.’

I run my hand through my hair,’If you want to blame someone, blame me. Because it was my actions that made her hate werewolves.'

It is my fault. Back when my dad was killed, I was crest fallen. He and I were very close, and it didn’t help that I had to take over the pack at the young age of seventeen. When he was killed, I made it law that any vampire passing onto my pack territory would be killed at sight. I was young and didn’t think of the repercussions. Around that time Kora’s dad was killed by my pack, from my orders. 

I have been my relationships own demise.

I close my eyes,’Kora,’ I call through our mind link,’I know you have every right not do this, and to just stay with him. Because at least I’d know you’d be happy. Just know, that I love you so much. I know we barely know each other, but I love you. You’re my mate, and always will be. No matter what happens, I will love you. But I will never stop fighting for you!’

With that said, I block the link. I don’t need her to answer me, I just needed her to know.

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Short chapter. But it was a rare Blake POV. Maybe I will do a Dom POV next. What do you think?

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