Ryes Pov:
I reached over and grabbed my phone, I saw the time was 09:30am and decided to get up and make some food for us all. I didn't sleep at all last night.
What was happening to me?
As I went downstairs I saw Alex and Robbie on their laptops. They didn't really acknowledge me, but I wasn't that bothered. I had other things on my mind. Even though I know I shouldn't...
Hayley's Pov:
I woke up to an empty bed.. again. I don't know where rye was but this was the second time I'd woken up to an empty bed. I don't know where he had to go at 02:33 in the morning but I let it slide and went back to sleep. I was woken up by him again at about 4am but I decided to act like I was still asleep to avoid conversation.
He was tense. His heart was racing and I didn't know why.
I decided to get out of bed as it was half past nine, I put my dressing gown on and went downstairs to see rye Alex and Robbie in the kitchen.
"Hey" I say.
"Morning Hayley" Robbie replied with a smile. Alex just gave me a smile and continued with his work.
Rye on the other hand... didn't even notice I was there.
He seemed different.
I walked up behind him and put my arms around his waist and let out a sigh. "Oh hi" he said, not even looking at me. "Morning, you okay?" I asked. Knowing that he wasn't. Yeah I'm fin-" before he could finish his sentence he was cut off by Alex shouting 'Morning fovvs!!!' Rye's heart began racing the minuet he realised Andy was in the room.
What was going on.
Rye removed my arms from around his waist. Asked me to watch the food that was cooking and ran past me and Andy and went upstairs. I heard a door slam... shot Andy a look of confusion and he just shrugged and sat on the sofa.
I know andy isn't a morning person but he's never so quiet.
Andys Pov:
I woke up and heard movement downstairs, I'd only got about 20 minuets sleep but I gathered I should get up before people began to question why I wasn't getting up. Mikey was still asleep in his room, brook and jack were away for the night in a hotel and well, Ivy and Harvey are away on tour.
I walked downstairs to the kitchen and stopped in my path as I saw Hayley hugging rye from behind while Robbie and Alex were laughing at something on the laptop.
Everyone was so happy.
It was nice to see. But hard to see at the same time.
"Morning fovvs!!!" Alex shouted. Before I had the chance to reply, Rye ran past me and Hayley and slammed a door shut upstairs. I don't know what's wrong but I'm worried.
I decided to let Hayley go and see what was wrong with Rye. It was his girlfriend after all.
Hayley's Pov:
I went up the stairs to find rye when I see mikey sitting up against andys door. "Morning, you okay?" I asked, extremely confused. "Oh morning, yeah I'm okay, rye won't come out of andys room. So I'm going to sit here until he does"
Why did rye go to andys room?
"Oh right, move over let me see if he'll let me in"
Mikey got up and stood back a little, giving me a minuet to talk rye. "Rye, come on let me in, what's going on?" Complete silence. "Rye please..." I say beginning to tear up. "Hayley please, just go, you too mikey, I'll be okay in here"
Ryes Pov:
I ran up the stairs and instantly went to Andys room, for some reason I felt safe there. I don't know why. I sat up against his door with one of his hoodies over my lap. I couldn't stop myself from crying and I don't know why. I don't know what's happened to me. But I can't show Hayley this side of me. I'm meant to be supportive and strong. Not weak.
After I ask Hayley and mikey to leave. I hear them go downstairs and I begin to get so worked up that I can't breathe. I jump at the sound of someone trying to undo the door.
"Rye, let me in, it's only me"
It was Andy.
I reached up and unlocked the door, instantly falling back to the floor and crying worse than before. Andy rushes into the room and comes and sits with me. I let my head rest oh mud shoulder as he hugged me trying to calm me down.
We sat there for a few minuets when I finally broke the silence.
"I love her andy. I really do."
Andys Pov:
Hearing those words came out of my mouth made my stomach turn. I don't know why. It's probably because I miss ivy and seeing him so happy with hayley is making me miss her more.
A tear rolled down my cheek. I didn't even realise until rye wiped it from my face.
"Andy what's wrong" Rye asked as he tries to catch his breath. "Come on talk to me" "I really hate seeing you so hurt Rye. You deserve so much more. I know you love her, and she loves you, she'd be crazy not too. You've found the right one for you rye. I know you have. And even if it doesn't seem like it right now, I know you two are going to last. Because she loves you. And you deserve that kind of love."
At this point I'd got so lost in my words that I had forgot what I was saying. And who I was saying it too.
"Thankyou Andy. Honestly, Thankyou" I just blushed and let Rye lie in my lap as I play with his hair.
Ryes Pov:
hearing Andy talk to me with such kind words made me realise how lucky i am to have him by my side. no matter what, I know that Andy will be there for me. He's helped me through so much in the past and if I'm being honest, he's the only one who knows the real me. the side of me that no one else sees.
the broken side.
"Rye" Andy said calmly as he continued to play with my hair as a way to comfort me. "yeah? " i said while looking up at him. "how come you came straight to my room, your room has a lock on the door too? and you would have been in your own space then." Andy asked while giving me a smile reassuring me that he didn't actually mind that i was in his room. "i feel safe here Andy, I'm sorry. i can go if you like. i just know that If i'm around you in any way, that ill be okay in the end and that I'm safe...."
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A/N- so I have no idea what happened to this chapter at all. My whole book got messed up somehow but I think I've fixed it..
sorry :)
