Rye's Pov:
Its been a few days since things kicked off with Harv. Ivy has tried sweet talking andy into forgiveness and I must say... she is good with her words. But he hasn't given in.
I'm proud of him for that.
The tension in the house had slightly lifted as both Harv and ivy had gone elsewhere and all of the other boys just provided us with unconditional support.
We had a vlog coming out in about ten minuets and I already know what the main focus is going too be... me and Andy.
He can't present his upset through the vlogs, it isn't fair on the roadies that will worry massively.. and the only way to keep him laughing and happy is to keep him with me.
Filming over the past few days has brought him back out of his shell slightly and it was nice to see elements of the old Andy, even if it was just for a second.
Occasionally he would go off with brook for a chat. I understand he tells brook everything so I don't question his mental state around brook. I mean he might go insane if he spends too much time around brook but that effect takes on us all after a while.
It was about 8:25am and I'm lay in my own bed for the first time in a while, Andy told me he'd be okay and he wanted me to get some sleep. It didn't happen. I didn't want Andy to have another sleepless night.. so I had one instead. I went in and checked on him quite frequently because I was worried.
Beyond worried.
Andy's Pov:
It's so hard to pretend to be asleep when all you want is to be in the presence of someone who keeps coming to check on you.
I couldn't let rye spend another night with me. Partly because I didn't want him to have to stay awake all night but also because I could physically feel our connection getting stronger all over again and I don't think we can go back there.
Although it was the happiest I'd been... I didn't want to put him through the stress that comes with being with me.
It was now about 8.45am and I needed to get up but I have no motivation.
I hear my door creek open and I see rye standing there smiling at me. He looked so genuinely happy to see me. It was nice to see.
He walks towards me and reaches both his hands out towards me and as I grab them he pulls me up and out of bed.
'Fovvs come on, we've got a whole day ahead of us and I can't have a day with brook if you aren't there. I won't be able to cope.' He days as he grips my hands even tighter.
As I get to the top of the stairs I realised that I'm still shirtless and I glance down at myself and suddenly become very self conscious. I didn't want rye to see me judging myself but he did.
'Wait there' he said.
I did as he said and just stood there at the top of the stairs when he came out holding my favourite hoodie that he owned. He gave it too me and I just smiled as I put it on.
Instantly feeling at ease, I walked down the stairs to start the day.
Rye's Pov:
I can't stand seeing him judge himself. I'm working on teaching him self love. But I know that now isn't the right time because of all that has happened. I knew he'd feel comforted when wearing my jumper, I had worn it while with him yesterday so it had my smell on it too.
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We were all downstairs just talking and messing around for about three hours. Robbie constantly getting as much content as he could as the roadies were always throwing digs at him for being so slow with the vlogs.
At one point I had no idea where Andy was and for a moment I just assumed that he was with Brooklyn.
That was until I saw brook and jack both walk downstairs together.
'Brook mate, where'd fovvs go?' I ask, maybe he was with the both of them.
'No idea mate, he hasn't spoken too me today, I assumed he was with you' brook replies with slight panic.
Shit. This can't happen again. I can't let him be on his own when I know what mental state he's in.
I say nothing else I just run upstairs and go to grab my phone. I have a text from Andy....
Fovvs- love you, I'm sorry x
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I wrote this while walking round town shopping lmao oops.
Filler chapter x
