Painful Intimacy

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I CAN'T move on. I can't believe that I kissed her. Aaminin ko, that time may tama na rin ako. I can't resist her so I kissed her. I missed her.

She didn't changed. She's still kind and feisty. I smiled. Why did I broke up with her? Such asshole thoughts. Actually, I have a reason kung bakit ako nakipag-break sakaniya. That reason, is the most painful reason. I can't say it. Naduduwag ako... natatakot ako...

Nung nag-break kami, ang sinabi kong rason ay mayaman na kami. Pero hindi talaga yun ang rason kung bakit ako nakipag hiwalay sakaniya. Dahil ayoko ng mabuhay siya kasama ako pero puno ng kasinungalingan na alam kong hindi niya matatanggap.

I'm actually outside of her unit. I will say sorry to her because of what happened last night. Damn! That was embarrassing.

I rang the doorbell twice. Within 3 seconds...

*door opens*

Her mesmerizing eyes widened in shock. I just realized that her hair is messy and the only thing she's wearing is an oversized t-shirt.

My thoughts went insane, what if I wasn't the one who rang the doorbell? What if it's another man? I can't stand seeing her with another man.

"W-What are you doing here?" She asked.

"I'm so--"I was about to apologize to her when someone interrupted us from behind.

"Baby Girl, who's there?"

I frozed. Some guy called her. Who the fuck? Nagdilim agad ang paningin ko sa lalaking nasa harapan ko ngayon. He looks familiar, and his eyes we're also the same with Midnight's. How come?

Nagulat naman si Midnight sa pagsabat saamin ng kung sino mang gago toh.

"A-Ahh... K-Ku---"

"Callix. Call me Callix." Madiin na pagkakasabi ng gago. Argh!

Sinamaan muna niya ng tingin yung gago bago ako harapin.

"Ah.. Eros. Si Callix nga pala... ka--"

"Her fiance."

Nanlaki ang mata ko at umigting ang panga. What the fuck?! May fiance na siya? Pero nung ini-stalk ko siya ay ang status niya ay single. How come?

"Nice to meet you. I'm Eros. Midnight's F-Friend."

Tumango lang yung gago.

"Midnight, I'll get going. Thanks for the time."

Tinanguan niya lang ako at sinara na yung pinto.

Umalis na rin ako.

Hindi pa rin ma-digest ng utak ko ang mga pangyayari kanina sa condo ni Midnight. May Fiance na siya and they're living under the same roof? May nangyari na kaya sakanila? Damn! I'm frustrated.

PINALO ko ang dibdib ni Kuya. Argh!

"Bakit mo naman sinabi yun Kuya?! Ang daming mong alam! May pa Callix- Callix ka pa! Pati yung fiance kadiri! Para saan yun?!"

Humagalpak naman siya ng tawa na mas lalong nagpainis sakin. "Baby girl naman kasi, kung titignan mo yung reaction ng gagong ex mo na yun nung tinawag kita eh parang papatayin niya na ako! Kaya sinulit ko na."

Napairap nalang ako. Oh, by the way.

He's Callix De Leon. Elder Brother. May kakambal siya but they're not identical kind of twins. Hindi sila magkamukha. She's Alexa Anne De Leon. They're 2 years older than me. I also have a little brother who is 1 year younger than me. He's Jadrius De Leon. Gusto mo sayo nalang? Joke, playboy yan.