(5 months later)
Dear diary,
It's been a while.
I didn't feel like writing I don't know why.
I felt stupid (I still do tbh).
I didn't gain weight, it keeps on fluctuating. But recently I lost quite a bit. I'm scared of gaining weight again.
A lot happened since I last wrote, and most of it's not that good.
I saw Arya again today, she's not even looking at me anymore, I don't know what I did and what I'm supposed to do.
I tried talking to her but she flat out ignores me. She blocked me in all social platforms.
I should loose more weight, maybe she'll like now more?
I don't know anymore.
