I was dared to love you

Hallelujah

I can't believe I just said that!!

I blushed,and walked to my music lesson,thinking bout sirius and how cute he looked when he smiled

What the hell sky?

I shook my head of any thoughts of sirius and walked In to class,15 mins late

"Sorry prof kyran forgot what I had today" I lied to him

He sighed,and nodded "fine then,please take a seat" he said to me

I nodded and sat in an empty seat next to no one

He drawled in for half an hour before we were interrupted by someone slamming open the door,I looked and saw sirius with his hair ruffled and his tie half done...with a girl smirking at me with her first 5 buttons undone,revealing that she had a lacy bra on

I gasped quietly and shot around to the professor

"Detention both if you,mr black take a seat next to miss Evans,miss veil take a seat next to miss autumn"

I froze and heard someone sit next I me,looking over to see it was HER

She had emerald green eyes and platinum hair whist mine was a pretty dirty blonde

I breathed in deeply and focused my attention,but couldn't stop the single tear that slipped down my cheek

"You will be starting a project today,to write a song" kyran said happily,ignoring the groans coming from the boys

"You can start now,you also have to compose a piece of music to go with it"

I grabbed my parchment and quill out my bag and started

(AN dollhouse by Melanie Martinez)

"Hey slut" I heard from the right of me

I turned slowly to see the girl smirking at me,looking smug

"Excuse me?" I asked her quietly

"Why do you even try autumn? It's obvious you won't ever get sirius!" She said rather loudly

I glared at her "I'm NOT trying to get him,and calling me a slut?! Ha no,your like a frigging roller coaster! Everyone gets a ride!" I snarled

The class sniggered and the girl grabbed my throat and pulled me up

I smirked at her " do you KNOW who I am?! I'm justice veil!"She yelled at me

"Ladies!" The teacher yelled

I laughed "I don't care who you are,I will kill you if you piss me of" I sniggered at her

"Is that a threat?!" She shouted

I grabbed her hand and kicked her in the stomach,sending her flying to the floor "no" I answered "it's a promise"

I felt someone pull me back,and I saw the familiar red hair of lily Evans

I grabbed my song and and ran out of the class as it ended with lily

She dragged me to the girls toilet and that's when I finally let the tears fall

I sobbed and took lily by surprise,she had never seen me cry,she had alway know me as the girl who doesn't cry

"Ssh,ssh,what's the matter?" She cooed whilst patting my back comfortingly and stroking my hair

"I-I-I I don't want to love him!" I sobbed helplessly into my hands

She looked confused "who do you love Lyra? Come on let it out now" she whispered to me gently