I was dared to love you

Platform

"Pick up the phone sky!"
"Pick up the fucking phone!"
"Skylar...please"
"PICK UP THE PHONE!"
"Answer your texts!"
"In sorry skylar!"
I was listening to my latest voicemails by,you guess it:sirius fucking black
I smirked,and perched my black cat ears ontop of my head
I was still single,but did I give a fuck?
No fucks are given
Well maybe a few but still
It was The end of the Summer holidays,and I had decided to change my look completely
I wore heavy eyeliner and maybe a bit if concealer hut thy was it,we have spells to cover blemishes and flaws and it's not like I have any anyway
I put o my corset bra and grinned at my reflection (polyvore- Skylar is different)
I was still sweet to people I loved,but had learned to still up for my self better now,that earned me the nickname bitch
Again though,no fucks are given
I put my eye makeup on,and tied up my converse,grabbing my bag of the side and stuffing stuff that I would need on the train:book,phone as headphones,phone charger,notepad and drawing pencils
Lily was already down stairs,so I ran down to meet her before gettin in the car to drive to the station
Lily was wearing all white (polyvore:lily),and her ginger hair was in ringlets down her back
I smiled as I got in the car,sliding into the seat next to Lily "hey lila" I smiled
"Um sky,are you sure you're going to be ok? Sirius is gonna be there-" Lily started
I rolled my eyes playfully and smiled "Lily Evans,you know as well as anyone that I will NOT let him or her get to me!"
Lily giggled and we chatted with our parents on the way to the station
We arrived after 15 minuets and I got out with my magical stuff hid from muggle eyes
We hugged our parents goodbye and walked to platform nine and ten
Running through the portal,I saw that the marauders were all chatting,not noticing me and Lily
I smirked at Lily and she looked at me worriedly "sky...are you ok?"
I rolled my eyes again "Lily im FINE"
Lily turned back to the marauders and nudged me "looks like someone's got their eyes on you"
I turned and saw that the marauders were staring at me and Lily
Sirius' mouth was wide open

-sirius pov-

"HOLY SHITE!" I said shocked as I saw SKYLAR walk through the crowds of people
I didn't think she would come back after what I did to her
I mean,I didn't actually do anything to her,Rita kissed ME!
She looked stunning,even in something as simple as jeans,I wanted her so bad
The guys were pretty angry when Lily told james and skylar told remus,neither of them talked to me for a week,but after I told them what really happened,they talked to me again
God I miss her
Miss her so damn much
"Sirius...sirius you'll only make it worse for both of you if you cause a scene,you know that sky hates getting embarrassed in public" remus stated,patting my back
I still looked on sadly at skylar,a throbbing in my heart
Skylar was staring at me from across the platform,but suddenly looked down at her stomach and winced a little