Ava's P.O.V
( a couple weeks after the kiss )
The day that me and Alexandra kissed I was like shit she really likes me too and I was so confused and happy and it was like the best feeling in the world but she suddenly left as soon as we kissed and I was so confused but I thought that she just wanted to keep the moment in her mind and not want to ruin it by having any other conversations with me. But the next day I texted I texted her hey and she never replied and I was like okay maybe she's just busy I left her alone for 4 days and after that I left her so many voicemails and she never even replied to any of them I texted her so many times and then I told my mom what happened she told me that she would call her mom the day she did her mom said " she doesn't feel good she wants to be left alone please and can you please tell Ava to leave her alone she's literally getting like 20 voicemails and like 20 text messages from her every day that's not healthy for her because she has to look at her phone because of that and she's spending all her time checking all those notifications and she's really sick just leave her alone" when my mom told me this I cried I never wanted to make her upset I didn't know that I was making her feel worse but then it came to mind what could she be sick with?
( a week later )
I ended up dating some girl her name's kailey, hell I didn't even know why because I miss the shit out of Alexandra but she's probably moved on I really miss her but I know she doesn't miss me I guess the real reason I'm dating Kailey was to make my self still feel loved by some girl even though it wasn't the one that I wanted.
