I hate you (right?) {party poison x reader}

Never

Another chapter in an hour ya boi has been writing up a storm here
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Me and Kobra went back down. We searched for Jet ghoul and party to leave. I saw a pair of people, one with bright red and the other bright green from the other side of the room.

"Go wait in the car, you can sit up front." Kobra said. I nodded and left, the image burned into my mind. I tried to think about other things but my thoughts kept drifting to his stupid red hair, and his dumb comics, and his annoying voice, and his- I can't take this. I got out of the car, walking away from the building. I started running, wanting to be long gone before Kobra and the others got to the car. I fell to the ground from exhaustion in zone 3 I think. The last thing I remember thinking about was partys stupid pretty eyes.

—————gotta get on this motherfuckers level of how much they sleep—————-

I woke up in the middle of the desert. I looked around in confusion before everything came back to me. Seeing party with someone else. Kobra trying to cheer me up. Running away. It wasn't well thought out.

I got up, my legs hurting from running so much. And tried to find my way. I had no idea which direction I had some from so I picked a random one and started walking.  The only things around me were sand and dead looking plants.

———————-much more walking bc this was a dumb decision————

I finally find a building, with a few killjoys hanging out outside. I go it and see it's a store. I buy some much needed food with the last of my carbons.

"Do you know which was the place mad gear and the missile kid performed last night?" The woman behind the counter pointed the opposite way I had been walking. "Thanks."

Well guess it's time for a long walk back. With no food. A while later I heard a van behind me. I looked back to see a white van. I went for my gun but couldn't find it, i must've lost it at some point last night. I'm not exactly in a position to fight I run. The van catches up with me and some dracs jump out and start shooting. One gets lucky and hits me in the leg. I go down and get dragged back into the van. I feel a sharp pain in my arm and I can't move. My entire body isn't working and I feel like screaming, which won't work because nothing. Is. Working. My hands are cuffed behind my back and I'm blindfolded.

We must get to wherever we're going a while later because I'm roughly thrown out of the van. Another sharp pain in my arm and I'm unconscious.

———————- I gotta find some other way to do this———————

I wake up with my arms strapped to a wooden chair. I tried to move my legs but they must be tied too. I struggle for a moment before a voice startles  me.

"Glad to see your awake." I look up to be face to face with every killjoys worst nightmare. "Are you gonna do this the easy way for the hard way?"

"What?" I asked. Knowing exactly what he was talking about.

"Hard way it is." A ton of water gets dropped on me.

"Oh wow. I'm so scared." I say.

"You will be." He takes a remote and shows it to me. "Every time you don't tell me what I want to know you get a little... shock."

"I'm not telling you shit." I growled. He smiled and flipped the switch. My entire body hurts. I scream out in pain. All he does is laugh.

"Come on. All your troubles could be over, just tell me where those four pieces of scum are."

"No."

This goes on for a while and when he finally leaves I want to die. I didn't tell him anything though. I might be hurt by party poison but there's no way in hell I'd ever give them up.

————time skip bc fuck it ya know?————-

We'd fallen into a routine. Korse tries to torture information out of me but I don't give him anything. I don't even mention their names. He tries something new every time. I'm covered in cuts and bruises. I hate it. I shouldn't have left. I miss them. I'm pulled out of my thoughts by a door opening.

"You've already done enough today." I say, not even looking up.

"Y/K/N!" I look up to see Jet star. "Guys I found them!" He calls out the door. He rushes to free me and when he does he give me a hug. Each of them comes in. They all look in worse shape then when I last saw them.

"Let's go. They're definitely on to us." Ghoul says, and we all follow him. I try to keep up with them but can't. Party sees this and helps me run, and we get to the car just in time. As we drive away the dracs are chasing us but by the time the ones in cars are ready to go we're far away.

"Oh my god I thought we were never gonna see you again!" Kobra hugged me. I was sitting in the back between Kobra and ghoul. Jet sat in the passenger's seat while party Poison drove.

"Thanks for rescuing me. I didn't tell him anything." I say.

"Didn't tell who?" Ghoul asks.

"Korse." The car goes deathly silent with my answer. I could see the blood drain from the fours faces.

"What did he do to you?" Party asked, his knuckles white on the steering wheel.

"A lot of stuff. Ya know, electric shock, knives, starving, the works." I shrugged.

"Oh I'm gonna fucking kill him." Party drove faster, and no one spoke for the rest of the ride.

When we got back I went to the bathroom to wash the blood off. When I finished I heard a knock at the door.

"your old clothes looked pretty ruined, so I'm leaving some by the door." Party says. I hear him walk away. I open it to see some where he said they were.  I closed the door again and pulled them on. It was a pair of dark red ripped jeans, and a teal shirt.

I walked out and ran into Kobra Kid. "So now you're wearing his clothes? You still sure it isn't just you?" He joked.

"Fuck off." I pulled him into a hug. "I missed you guys so much."

"We missed you too." He hugged back. "When we got back to the car and you weren't there, we looked all over for you. Once party got a grasp on what was going on he was in full panic mode. We looked for you for a week before we even went home. God I don't think any of us slept more than a few hours a night. We were so worried." He let go.

"You shouldn't have worried so much about me. You haven't known me long enough to care that much. It's not like you had anything to gain getting me back." I answered, looking down.

"You can't think that. They had to force me to go to bed because I was so focused on finding you. Don't ever say that again. We had everything to gain." I looked up to see party poison, tears in his eyes.

"I'm not worth that." I mutter.

"Yes you fucking are. Please. Just listen to me. You're worth that and more." He got closer.

"I'm not. Listen to me! In the end you're the one who's gonna save the world. I'm just the one who's probably gonna find themselves at the wrong side of a dracs gun because I did something dumb." I shout.

"Don't say that! Do you think I believe that I could be the face of a revolution? Don't you think that I wonder every day if I'm gonna make it? That maybe I'm too hotheaded, too prideful, too stubborn? Please, I'm not perfect.  Not by a long shot. And if you find yourself on the wrong side of a blaster I'll be there right next to you!" He yelled back.

I roughly pulled him in for a hug. Squeezing as hard as possible. Tears were running down my face, his too. "Don't leave me." I say in a whisper.

"Never." He replies. 

We go to is room to lay down, both exhausted after not getting enough sleep for so long and our outburst.