but i missed you more than i thought i would...
jimin's pov
don't do it
he can't see you
we're not supposed to let them see us
but i hate seeing him like this...
i couldn't make up my mind on anything. one side of me kept saying that it would okay, just a couple of seconds, yet my other side told me it was dangerous. i just continued to think of mark and what happened to him when he confronted a human; it was sickening. my eyes watered just thinking of the pain my best friend had to endure.
he told everyone he was in love and look where that got him
he was manipulated, treated like an animal
you have no idea how he'll react if he sees your wings
it's a suicide mission
and i knew it. i knew the dangers. i knew i was risking everything, but i still stood outside his home, waiting to be spotted. the adrenaline was coursing through my veins. my wings curled in on my back, flinching at every drop of snow that landed on them.
my eyes glazed over with anticipation as the shadow of namjoon crept down the stairs. my blood ran cold and my body shivered at the unknown possibilities. he wouldn't hurt me, right? he's not even in the right mind to do so. he's been getting weaker each day i highly doubt he would put up much of a fight.
the wind started to pick up and i was contemplating whether i should remain out here or not. the silky, white clothing hung loosely over my body, giving no protection against the harsh temperature.
a choked sob left my lips as the sight of namjoon entered my vision. i could see his blood-shot eyes all the way from his kitchen window. he placed his brownie back in the box, and his eyes landed on me. this wasn't a good idea from the start. i needed to leave, i shouldn't be here. my wings hung with disappointment and the tears flowed silently down my pale cheeks.
i'm just torturing myself thinking that namjoon would ever care for me
or see me for that matter...
i turned on my heels and started to disappear when the squeak of namjoon's door interrupted my actions. i didn't have the courage to turn right at that very moment. catching my breath wasn't a very simple task; my wings were in full view and the damage had already been done. i sent a few swirls of my color to swarm around my figure, trying to take away from the attention to my wings. i turned my head slightly to gaze in namjoon's direction, hoping to find a more soft expression on his face rather than a fearful one.
his lips were slightly parted, silver fringe curled into a golden spiral ratio, his eyes widened with shock and admiration. it was like his eyes danced with wonderment as our gazes locked. i felt my stomach pool with warmth at the thought of namjoon observing every small move i made. his expression fell soft and his eyes glowed. this was the namjoon i've been waiting for. the namjoon who looked genuinely happy and full of emotions.
