i'll find you again.

" Reminiscing 'bout my niggas that done died man , going through pictures and it's fuckin up my mindframe . " - MoneyBaggYo

Ca'Leigha Catori Maé //
damn it's 3am & im laying down ina bed, crying thinking about Lamar. Lamar, is my ex boyfriend, he got shot 2 years ago at a party in college. We Were together since we was freshman's , It still get to me bc he was my first love & my high school sweetheart. Me & this nigga was planning on having babies y'all, getting married, and etc. I'll forever love him.❤️

throughout the years tho I've just been stacking this money up & making sure my sisters Court and Chloè straight bc they will NEVER WANT for anything as long as I got it even though Court Was the Oldest I still felt like I was the oldest bc I act more mature and Cholè is so fucking fast she knows when she with me ain't nun of that going down bc I'll beat her ass and my parents spoil TF outta her, but I have my own house my sisters just stay with me so I wouldn't feel alone behind Lamar's Death.
anyways I went back to sleep around 3:30 am & woke back up at 6 am bc my alarm went off which means it's time for me to go to work😩 this Registered Nurse be TIYAAADDD , but I gotta get it by any means.😘

Amiracle La'Shay Jones //
*gets in my red Audi A8, connects my Bluetooth & calls my BESTIE leigha💚 . *

Leigha ; the fact that yo loud country ghetto ass call me EVERY MORNING before we go to work why is that ?
Me ; bitch so tf, ik you gone be up.
Leigha ; I barely got any sleep I was up thinking about Lamar & my sisters.
Me ; but leigha its been 2 years it's time for you to get back out there, time for you to throw it back & get you some good dick.
Leigha ; it's not that simple tho MeMe,
Me ; iknow it's not because you feel like if you get somebody else, Lamar is gonna be mad, but he's not tho he would want you to be happy and you know that.
Leigha ; you right baby. thanks for being there for me,but im finna hit the interstate so you know im finna bump some music.
Me ; alright bestie, bye Nurse Maé.
Leigha ; *starts laughing* bye physical therapist Jones.

I hung up the phone & started playing " Yvette - Ratchet Twerk Song" , and started making Snapchat videos .

my boyfriend slide up started hyping my headdd🤪. I swear  I love that nigga, I just don't trust him at times, maybe it could be my trust issues talking, we have been dating for 4 years I still wonder why he haven't proposed to me yet.

he treats me right, he makes me feel like the prettiest girl ever , even though he's a football player that slang GOOD dick🤪, like babyyy get you a football player them mfs slang dick,dick. We've been dating for 4 years I still wonder why he haven't proposed to me yet.

Justice Dream Covington //
I just got out the shower I grab my phone & I go to Snapchat and I see my babygirl, she look sexy ash in her work clothes i had to make sure she know that.😋 damn ima lucky guy.
I left the house to go pick up my nigga Jayceon, so we could ride to practice together. He like a brother to me I been knowing him since we used to play Peewee Football.

I made it to his house & my li bitch Lina started calling, so I answered the phone & looked at Jayceon like this when he got ina truck ;

Lina ; hey baby, you coming over ?
me ; naw I got practice ma.
Lina ; damn I wanted you to come over here so you can get me right🤪 .
Me ; I got you some other time, but look ima talk to you later.
Lina ; alright baby, I love....

I hung up the phone bc hell nawl ion love no bitch but Amiracle. I put the car in reverse & then in drive then we left .
" damn boa, you got it like that?" - Jayceon Said.
" Hell Nawl , ion wanna fw these bitches no more but I just can't leave the game." I said
" well you need to leave the game, we GROWN bro, yk MeMe gone cut tf up if she find out you fw other bitches, having hoes ain't wassup no more . " Jayceon Said .
" this coming from the person that haven't been ina relationship in a year. " I said .
" yeah bc bitches ain't shit, tell MeMe to bring one of her fine friends to our game & after party Saturday. " Jayceon Said .
" bet bro, ima tell her . " I said

I started playing " NLE Choppa - Shootta Flow " then we pulled up at practice .