"With God on my side , I got nothin to hide , now I'm runnin from nothin God got me , woke me up , took me in Sat me down , broke me down."- Kevin Gates; In God I trust.
2WeeksLater
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Amiracle Lashay Jones//
"Ive been thinking I really wanna let my house go and move in with Andrew he has been there through everything, idk how I can ever repay him". I said while laying on Leigha bed while she doing her hair ina bathroom.
" what? wym? bc ive been here too, I just didn't know abt the shit until the next day & I think you should honestly, you have so many memories in that house with you & Justice, change is good, but don't move too fast with Drew you just got out of a relationship MeMe.- Leigha said
" im not saying that hoe, im just saying.& Im not, We only look at eachother as besties but tbh just cant believe that me and justice are actually done, I haven't heard from him since I put him out.. Maybe, he finally happy bc obviously he wasn't with me." I said as I started breaking down & crying.
Leigha walked in & sat ona bed with me while hugging me and said " I don't think I ever saw you like this, bestie.. I love you so much, nobody deserves this at all fuck that nigga, ik he posed to be like my bro but fuck that! he wack asf, like who tf would wanna cheat on you, you so sexy, yo titties & ass sit up right, OKKUURTT. continue being the best physical therapist ik and cool out on these niggas sis." - Leigha Said
I started smiling, and took my phone out to text drew back.
******imessage******
dRew.😅💙 ; Wya?Wyd?
MeMe🍫😍💓 ; at Leigha house, hungry & talking to her,
dRew.😅💙 ; im finna come get you , lets get some food and go to the movies.
MeMe🍫😍💗 ; ooh sounds, like a date to me ..wait, im not dressed.
dRew.😅💙 ; go home and get ready we leaving at 6:30 don't be late Lashay.
MeMe🍫😍💗 ; okay,okay.
" Welp bestie I gotta go, Me loves you, wait how are you & Jayceon?" I said
" ok boo, im finna go to my parents house anyways, and we good we just going steady & fucking, oh yeah the sex is WONDERFUL." Leigha Said
" OKAAY, yk im here for you & Jayceon, periodt."I said while walking out her room. I walked outside and got in my car & started playingCity Girls- Rap Shit. As I was driving I was just zoning out for a li min, I was just thinking that fighting depression is a lot harder than actually being depressed, Waking up everyday telling yourself that you're ok but you're crying on the inside..It's like you're constantly at war with yourself and it seems like it's never ending, like fr im sick of it I just wanna be genuinely happy, fuck the dumb shit. Now, I'm finna go on this date & have fun ion think im taking Me & Drew too fast.. Ive been knowing him since forever.
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Cholé Catori Maé// Im sitting ina bathroom floor, crying I feel so nasty rn. like why tf is my discharge green. I'm ONLY 16, like wtf is going on what's happening to me. I walk out the bathroom & see Leigha ina kitchen, I pull her to the side which is my room.
" hey leigha can I ask you something." I said .
" yes anything baby sis, " - leigha said .
" ugh, what's happening if your discharge is green? " - i said sadly.
" GREEN? Wtf you doing, it sounds like you gotta STD!? unUh we gotta set you up a appointment to the clinic, ASAP. " leigha said
" pls don't tell mama & daddy, leigha PLEASE, PLEASE LEIGHA I JUST GOT TO FIGHTING SOME WEEKS AGO, leigha PLEASE I do not need this right now.🥺🥺 " I said while crying loudly while my nose running.
" it can be treatable Cholé, hopefully it's not AIDS or anything, yk about safe sex? Why tf y'all wasn't using condoms ? it also sounds like you just got this so? He been fucking somebody else, " Leigha said while her vein popping out of her forehead.
" I guess so Leigha , I don't even wanna speak on anything right now, can you leave my room & make my appointment without telling mama & daddy , pls im already feeling sorry for myself.😭 - i said while pushing my head in my pillow.
" yeah okay Cholé, let this be a mfn lesson, when you started having sex anyway? Was it in my house? I'm finna beat yo ass . " Leigha said
" no it wasn't in your house, & like a year ago when me & Dre first started talking . " I said sadly.
" bye Cholé" she said as she walked out my room & slapped my leg which made me cry even more.
Yalll can't understand how I feel right now, I feel so sad & nasty , how could dre do this to me. I took my phone out my back pocket & texted him. *******imessage******* ChloèMyPrincess💍 ; I think I have a fucking STD BC OF YOU. lomlDre❤️🤩 ; ain give you shit wtf is you talking about Cholè, I'm playing basketball rn ain got time for the dumb shit. ChloèMyPrincess💍 ; sayless, yeen got shit else to say to me. quick question was it Riley? The bitch I just fought man you got me looking so stupid rn. lomlDre❤️🤩 ; maybe, stop texting me about this shit.
after that ain even text back, I just layed there & cried myself to sleep.
The Next Morning//
Ca'Leigha texted me & said to be up & ready at 7:30 my appointment at 8:15am.
so I got up, & took a shower, brushed my teeth & shit ain even wanna eat. Leigha came & got me , we left & went The Women's Clinic of Raleigh. When we got there, We just sat there & waited on them to call my name Leigha didn't say nun to me the whole ride nor when we was sitting there. So finally they call my name & we follow the PCP (primary care provider) to this room. she made me pee & she said to wait 30mins. So we waited & she came back & said that I have gonorrhea & she gave me some antibiotics... I didn't say anything otw back to my house neither did Ca'Leigha..
