" First I lost you, now I'm lost in the drugs Pop this, take that 'til I feel numb " Phora- feel.
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Justice Dream Covington//
Rn im just in my car, going by Amiracle house and she not here, smh man, my life been pure HELL since me & MeMe broke up . I fucked up, I broke my phone . I just been drinking & smoking my pain away I feel like fuck football. I shouldn't of never been fucking with Lani. I really thought that MeMe had to work that day , idk I'm just fucked Up ina head rn. I shouldn't of did the shit in the first place. lately I just been taking Percs, sippin Lean, I done had alot going on with me than just MeMe. I didnt tell her but my Daddy died some weeks ago ina car wreck. Him and MeMe bout the only ones that supported me with this football shit. Now i lost both of em, fuck everything im tired. I just be wanting to crash TF out. Iknow I shouldn't be this sad bc I caused the problems, I wish I could take everything back.
anyways, im omw to Poole's Restaurant to eat some & shoot dice in the pool hall. I got out & went to the bar & ordered some hot wings, ts hit ona different level specially when you hungry & high asab. I leave the bar & go into the pool hall side, it's where all the trap niggas & ratchet hoes be at which is where I meet Lani. I see my nigga Jayceon, shooting dice I went over & played 7Up. yk I took all this nigga money.😂 i looked up, looked out the window & I saw Drew truck parked, ik it's his truck he the only nigga ik with customized rims.😭
Shid, im guessing he in the restaurant part, bc ain see him ina pool hall. I got up & walked back ina restaurant part, looking for him, there he was ina booth with MeMe. So I walked up to where they was.
"Wtf you doing here with MeMe? " I said.
" nun of yo fucking business, we just kickin shit. " drew said.
" kicking shit huh? Drew come outside im finna handle yo ass, ain't no mfn way my nigga here with my bitch? tf is this a date or some. " I said
" I'm not "YOUR" bitch I am a GROWN ASS WOMAN, I don't need you making decisions on who tf im ona date with or anything .. you knew me & drew was besties so what you tripping for!? You wasn't thinking about shit when you was with that BITCH. " MeMe Said.
" really bruh, you fw my nigga? Really MeMe. Lemme guess you in love with him huh? " I said .
" you just being hella BITTER, TAKE YO EXTRA ASS ON JUSTICE, you doing all this FOR WHAT? you just missed out nigga, take yo L & go act accordingly like you always do. " MeMe Said
Ain even say shit back. I just left outtta there bc iknow I woulda punched Tf outta Drew, bean headed ass & went to jail .. These mfs got me HEATED how tf could they do that to me? It's like my feelings just don't matter anymore. I went home & started popping XANS,Tabs,Percs & Molly . Mfs don't give a fuck about my life so why should I ?
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Courtney Catori Maé//
My life with Josh has been amazing, im so in love with my fiancé. but lately he just been gone, he barely be here now, I understand he got other shit going on ina trap but his fiancé and HIS UNBORN comes first, Yes, im pregnant I haven't told anybody not even my sisters, ion feel like they should know right now, they don't even be talking to me anymore. I guess everybody feels like I put a nigga over them, it is what it is.. Anyways I'm finna pull up on Josh ass bc ain heard from him in 10Hours, No ma'am im not going for nun of that shit he better run that shit ona lame ass bitch.
Before I pull up, im finna grab some to eat with Chole, We gotta catch up I haven't seen or talked to her, plus she finally just got her intermediate license and im so proud of her. So I pulled up at Chic-Fil-A I sat ina parking lot Til this White 2019 Nissan Maxima pulled up by me & It was Chole. So I got out my car & got into hers.
" Hey babysis, what you been doing? I LOVE THE CAR. Ma & Da went all out for you." I said
" IKR, but things have been so bad for me, they only bought me a car to make me feel better." Chole said
" wait before we get into all that, im finna order some food on my phone, So they can bring it out here bc Im hungry. but continue .. " I said
" Ok so, I have Gonorrhea, I got it from Dre he cheated on me with the girl that I fought." Chole said as Tears started rolling down her face.
" Oh wow, that's so sad your gonna be okay little sister I love you so much, Just know that ima always be here for you" I said as I started crying
" Like It hurts so bad, sister im done with his ass im done with everybody, I feel so worthless," She said
I didn't even have no words, I just ate the food that we ordered and comforted her. Like how sick can a MF be to give my sister that shit! These hormones not making it no better, I wanna kill Dre lil ass.
I finally left from Chic-Fill-A, I pull up to the trap house I see Josh Truck here so i got out and walk in but aint nobody here that's strange asf. I go back outside and walk towards, Josh car I see him there DEAD w/ Gucci Mane- Long Money playing. I just fell ona ground.. I cant shake this feeling cuh.
