repressed feelings

confession

Ruby's pov

Things have been awkward between me and blake ever since the ride on the ferris wheel we have barely spoken to each other for almost a week due to embarrassment and i decide that i have had enough of it when class ends i pull blake away "alright I've had enough of this" i say "enough of what" she asks "the awkwardness the silence the not talking to each other" i say "it's hard to talk after what i did" she says "you didn't even do anything bad you were just scared" i say and she mumbles something but i couldn't hear it "we are going to see a movie and we are going to start talking again" i say and she nods "ok lets go" she says shyly and i take her hand and lead her through the school running into yang "hey ruby dad's waiting outside" she says "me and blake are going to see a movie" i say "oh ok ill tell dad" she says and me and blake head off again "what movie are we going to see" blake asks "whatever you want i just want to speak to you again" i say and we walk to the theater "lets watch this one" she says pointing to a movie poster "alright let me get the tickets can you get the popcorn" i ask "of course" she says and we both walk off getting the stuff and going to the movie

The movie ends and me and blake walk around town "that was unexpectedly sad" blake says "yeah it looked super happy from the poster" i say and we walk into a park "but it was still a good movie" she says as we sit down at a bench "can i ask you something" i say "yeah what is it" she asks "well why did you get so embarrassed and quiet after the ferris wheel" i ask "i was to embarrassed to talk" she says "because you were scared" i ask "no because if i didn't stop myself i would have" she begins but stops herself "would have what" i ask and she looks like she is about to speak when a voice stops her "hello blake it's been awhile" a male voice says and blake looks petrified i look over and see a tall guy with bright red hair "oh are you still not talking" he says coldly "who are you" i ask him "im adam who are you" he asks and rage spikes in me "you're adam" i ask angrily "that's me now are you gonna answer my question" he says "trash like you doesn't deserve to know my name so how about you leave" i say as blake hides behind me "oh you sure talk big for someone so small" he says leaning down towards my face and i clock him in the jaw knocking him out "bastard" i say kicking him "how did you do that" blake asks quietly "my dad taught me how to defend myself" i say "will he be ok" blake asks "sadly" i say "well can we go somewhere else please" she says still scared "of course i don't want this trash anywhere near you" i say glaring down at his unconscious body and we walk to blakes house where she unlocks the door "are your parents not here" i ask "no they went out" blake says "alright" i say and blake sits on the couch and starts crying "are you ok" i ask comforting her "sorry i just didn't think i would ever see him again and all the memories of then just flooded back" she says trying to hold back tears "its ok you can let it out there is no need to stop yourself" i say "no its ok im just glad you were there i don't know what i would have done without you" she says "im just glad he didn't see the punch coming" i say "yeah i didn't see it coming either but what will you do if he tries to attack you" she asks concerned "i don't care if he attacks me as long as you are ok" i say "but i care if you are hurt" she says "i won't try to get into fights if that helps" i say "please don't get hurt i wouldn't forgive myself if you got hurt" she says and i hug her "you're sweet i promise i wont get hurt" i say "can i do something" she asks pulling me away "of course you can do anything" i say and she pulls me in kissing me im surprised at first but then i kiss back as the door opens "oh my are we interrupting" kali says and we quickly separate "um no nothing at all" blake says embarrassed "i knew you two were together" she says happily and ghira walks in "that was a new thing actually" i say embarrassed "oh then what brought it on" she asks "we ran into adam" i say and they both tense up "what" ghira growls "yeah he showed up and ruby knocked him out" blake says and ghira walks up to me "i knew i liked you" he says "so what happened to him" kali asks "we left him at the park" i say "alright well thank you for helping blake" kali says "thanks aren't needed i would do anything to help her" i say "that's good to hear" ghira says "well we're gonna go into my room now" blake says "alright don't do anything inappropriate" kali says jokingly "we'll see" blake says back and we walk into her room "so that happened" i say "do you want to do it again" she asks shyly "yes i would" i say wrapping my arms around her neck kissing her until we are out of breath "ruby would you like to go out with me" she asks "of course i would" i say "would you stay the night with me" she asks "yes i would" i say getting out my phone "hey mom can i stay the night" i ask mom "yeah sure" she says "alright everything's cool" i say "my bed is kinda small though i can sleep on the floor if you would like" blake says "maybe the bed being small is a good thing" i say pulling her on the bed with me