Falling For Mischief - Book One in The Hollywood Gambles Series {UNDER EDITING}

37 - Disney Diaries Part 2: Tangled, Beauty and The Beast and Bolt

Lani's P.O.V.

Dear Diary,

Day 2 and I'm already going crazy. I can't concentrate on anything around me. That being said i am still doing my Disney marathon with the choices for today being Tangled, Beauty and the Beast and Bolt. Not sure why i chose these three to start off with but i figured why not? They are all Disney so i guess i shouldn't really be that bothered by it.

I had to laugh when Tom figured out who voiced Scar. It took him long enough. I still miss him terribly. Not only that but i have started to talk like him.I use slang that i would never have used before like 'Bloody Hell' and the likes.

I got a text this morning from Tom. I smiled when he sent it. It kinda sucks him being the opposite end of the world because when i'm awake he is sleeping - or at least supposed to be - and when i'm asleep he is awake. Guess that's something I'm going to have to get used to when i'm married to the man.

Never really sure what runs through my head these days. I will think one thing and something completely different interrupts my train of thought.

Liam is going to watch the movies with me today. His mate must have got through whatever it was that was the problem yesterday. I've had several thoughts of either dyeing my hair or getting a small tattoo - of course if i told my mum that she would try her very best to persuade me not to - but those thoughts would get interrupted by others.

Yours,

Lani

I was lazy enough that i got Liam to everything - and i mean EVERYTHING - not that he minded. He was quite happy to do it. I think he was just trying to make it easier for me.

I had let Shadow in as well. She curled up next to me with her head resting on my thigh.

"Can you put Bolt on first?" I ask Liam. He smiles and nods, getting up from his spot and putting the DVD in. I remained master of the remote and i don't think that Liam was willing to fight me for it either.  He hasn't really said anything since he got back from Marcus's place at around 5ish last night.

Liam sits down next to me on the side that Shadow isn't. I lean against him and he chuckles slightly before wrapping an arm around my shoulder and holding me close. He seems to get engrossed in the movie and i look at him with slight worry growing in me. I've never seen him this quiet and it was eating at me.

"Are you okay?" He looks down and nods at me with small smile. I saw the truth in his eyes though. He was hurting. I press pause on the movie and sit up and look at him. "Bullshit. You can't hide it from me Liam. I've known you your whole life, I know when something is eating at you or making you worry."

He sighs and then focuses on the window across the room. "It's Marcus." The statement in itself was no help as i already knew that it has something to do with Marcus. I gave him a look to continue and he rubbed his face before looking at me. For possibly the first time in his entire life, i saw tears in his eyes.

"Liam?"

"Sharelle is dying Lani. She has cancer." He turned his head and didn't look at me anymore. I now had so many conflicting emotions that it wasn't funny. I had known Sharelle for about 5 years now, her and Marcus were engaged and they were planning to get married at the end of next year.

"You're kidding right?" I really wanted it to be just some sick joke, but i couldn't have been more wrong. Liam shaked his head and i saw one of the tears fall down his cheek.

I moved my hand to under his chin and lifted his head to look at me. With my othr hand i wiped away the tear with my thumb. "It's not fair." There were so many things that i wanted to say in response to his statement but i couldn't find the words.