17: Its not easy to let go of the past

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"AHHH!!!!! Mianhae Mianhae" he laughs closing his eyes getting what I meant to tell him.

"Do you know if the other guys are free as well or not?"

Just as he was about to speak, someone....well, not "just" someone....it was him who interrupted.

"Hey Hyu--oh! Y/N sunbaenim!" He says flashing his branded box box smile.

My eyes darted quickly towards the owner of the voice... And again...not just any voice...A TRYING-NOT-TO-DROOL type of voice.

"Hola! Good afternoon to you guys! What are you all discussing!?"

I looked away avoiding his gaze which literally burned my face. This fire spread entirely to my body giving me jolts of current through my spine.

Y/N don't think of your past while you are with him. You guys literally were away from each other for more than.... 6 years? Yeah, more but not less. Move one move on move on!If he didn't remember you....why should you do so? I kept on chanting as the situation was getting too fucked up.

"Oh hey! Taehyung! Uhmm" Yoongi glanced from Taehyung to me but sensing something wrong he placed his palm above mine and blinked his eyes once...meaning that everything will be fine. After all, there was a point of time when he was in a one-sided love relation.

I nod at his words and his gesture and  smiled reassuringly at him.
Why to make people who are close to my heart..sad because of me?

At the corner of my eyes I could clearly see Taehyung's gentle eyes replaced with dark obs soon after Yoongi placed his big hand upon mine. His palms were turned to a fist and he was gritting his jaw as if controlling himself from doing or blurting out anything.

"I will grab coffee for us! Wait here for me!" Saying this Yoongi got up and left.

I had no option rather than to smile and approach him,
"Hey! Come up! Wanted to ask for something?"

As a sunbaenim it should be this way. We can't bring our past in present. Being an idol, its tough to let people show the real you. I promised myself, my fans, my parents that I won't fail on what I want to do. If I break down now, the consequences of it will be really hard to face. We the idols have that ability to put up a mask which really couldn't be read by normal people. We have to. We are experienced to do so. At least to make people, who care for us, smile... because their happiness mean our happiness.

But I hate the way we were created...if only I knew why was Taehyung grudging for...

"Yeah...I needed to talk you, Sunbaenim..." His sudden cold voice got my smile rub off from my face and was replaced with a confused frown.

I gulped hard the tension in the room was suffocating me. That manliness in him, that jawline, those dark lustful eyes with a tint of mischief, those kissable lips, that well built body, seemed so much new to me.

Without me being aware of it I started analyzing his facial features, not realising that he came closer to me and his face and mine had only few cms of difference.

"This room won't work. Come with me!"

His voice got me out of my fantasy world as he jerked me by my arm pulling me out of the room.

"Hey wa-wait! Taehyu-"

Yoongi POV

"I got them alone! Turn on the camera of my room!"

"AH KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK BABE!" Jihyun blurts out, but guess it was the wrong timing.

All the guys as well as the girls started eyeing us together giving us teasing looks and smirks. But fair enough for me, Jaehee got everyone focus upon the main motive.

That compliment started ringing in my ears and I turn to look at her only to be lost in the beautiful face embellished with stunning chocolate eyes, plump pink lips and long curly hair...not to mention a faint blush of pink on her sculptured cheeks as well.

She makes me feel things, a warmth that I really did not receive from Y/N. Maybe...I was wrong choosing Y/N. Thank God I could open my eyes in the perfect time.

"GUYS LOOK! TAEHYUNG IS GETTING--- OH MAN HOLY SHIT!" Jungkook squeals.

"Great! Great, its going smooth!"

Suddenly, Areum outbursts,

"But....I d-don't think this is working. Pause it Kookie"

By this time Y/N and Taehyung already ran out of the room.

"Did you all just..see the anger in his body features? I don't think this will turn out good....he literally pulled her---" Areum started panicking as according to her she didn't like Taehyung's approach.

Its a whole plan. Yes, as much as I regret doing this, I am trying to get Taehyung close to Y/N,although the creator of the plan isn't me but Areum...we all agreed to it as we all want them together again so that they could get back and start a new life again. It would be the best that way. Its never easy to let go of someone's past, but its fair to learn from it, learn how the world works.

"Ah Areum... babe. Come here" Jimin pulls Areum into a tight embrace caressing the back of her head. And after that pressing their foreheads together Jimin asks,

"Babe..its gonna be fine unless--

"EXACTLY JIMIN! UNLESS TAEHYUNG DOES SOMETHING INAPPROPRIATE TO HER WHICH WILL ACTUALLY MAKE ME A TRAITOR IN FRONT OF Y/N'S EYES..I CANNOT LET THAT HAPPEN...She will be hurt for sure, and it will become tough for her as well as for me to deal with."

Ah Areum! She is thinking too much....well why not? They are more like sisters to each other...

"But Areum what actually makes you think so?"

Without answering Jimin, Areum says,

"I need to meet Y/N please! Leave me! I need to meet her..." Areum gets impatient.

She rushed forward ignoring our repeated calls. Just as she opened the door...to our confusion....we met something... Or rather...someone.... Which shouldn't have happened.

"Who are you?!"

To be continued...

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