Far Away || S.M

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Never have I ever in my biggest dreams imagined that I will be in like 3 meters away from Shawn Mendes during his concert while singing my lungs out like crazy after which I'll probably don't have any voice left.

Never in my very strong dreams would I have thought that he will run up to me after the last song and say "Thank you for coming! Love you!".

And never in my nonexistent 100 years of my fucking life would I have imagined that I, Kayla Mary Dickinson, will be leaded backstage by non other but Jake fricking the bodyguard to meet up and talk to no one but Shawn Peter Raul fricking Mendes himself.

I'd have swore on my life that there were hidden cameras all around me and everything that has happened to me was some kind of a dirty joke that was broadcasted live and million people were laughing their asses on me, all since I first found that stupid number in internet, but this looks so real like he did really interacted with me and it wasn't only my imagination because Trisha has noticed this too. She said, actually yelled during one of the songs, and I quote "Why is he constantly looking at you and is smiling like that? What the hell is happening?!" and every time I'd deny it she would scream at my face and shake my shoulders and point at Shawn's standing figure as if I am blind and he isn't standing like exactly in front of me.

Though this doesn't really guarantee that there aren't still hidden cameras around. Maybe the thought that if this all was broadcasted live i'd have been at least a bit famous and people would have recognized me as the girl that Shawn Mendes pranked. Though this doesn't really calms me down.

Anyway, recorded or not, this is my life and these events have really happened and had really affected my life like a lot and I am right now really going after Jake trough different halls and rooms one of them which is Shawn's.

My heart erratically beats inside of me and I think that it can be heard from miles away. My hands are also sweating and I am feeling like a nervous mess while the adrenaline from the show is still running inside my veins.

There, few meters ahead of me is another room with a sign with his name written on it. Oh God.. Here we go..

Jake stops in front of this room and before clicking the doorknob, he turns and says "They are waiting for you inside" then opens the door.

Oh God.. Who are they? He and the girl he was talking about earlier? Most probably yes, though I really didn't think he will introduce me to his girlfriend..

Suddenly there was sharp pain inside of my chest but I choose to ignore it and just nodded to Jake thanking him, then pushed the door and walked in the room.

Just when I entered it, my eyes went wide of the view and blood rushed up to my cheeks, i immediately started turning around muttering some kind of apology, then walked out of the room, closing the door after me.

Oh my god.. I did not just see Shawn Mendes shirtless. I did not. Oh my god..

He was there like pulling off his tank top and stretching ready to take the new pair of clothes to wear. His hair was messy.

Damn.

I just saw him half naked.

DAMN.

I JUST SAW SHAWN MOTHERF*CKING MENDES HALF NAKED AND GOD WASN'T THAT A VIEW.

That. Was. The. Most. Hottest. Sexiest. Thing. Ever. I need holy water.

I think I'm gonna faint!

Oh my god.. That.. that was.. Wow.. I think it's better to just go to back to the hotel before I start drooling all over the door and worse, just imagine Shawn opening it and seeing me like this. And just imagine he is still shirtless. Holy cow!