Louis’ POV:
I put Nell into my mini carefully, put her belt on, kissed her forehead and shut the door. I couldn’t keep the big smile on my face from growing any bigger. While starting the car I just sat there a few minutes, looking over at her in the passenger seat. Her brown hair flowed over half her face, her head facing towards the window. I pulled out of the parking spot and made my way back home.
The whole time during the car ride the smile never left my face and my mind was bust with thoughts of tonight. Everything was perfect. Though I didn’t know where tonight left us. Best friends? More than friends? I don’t know but all I know is that I cant live another day without this girl. Not without her light brown hair, her milk chocolate brown eyes, her beautiful smile and her musical laugh. Days after today will not compare to the time that I had tonight with Nellie.
The way she laughs send chills throughout my body, leaving a buzzing feeling in my nerves. When she smiles and her eyes sparkle this feeling I get in my stomach goes nuts and I notice that I have never felt this way towards Eleanor. I mean don’t get me worng, I was in love with Eleanor, but with Nellie…I just feel more alive and happy
I pulled up to my house, shut the engine off and made my way to her side of the car. I can’t believe she was asleep through the whole ride. I opened her door and carefully undid her safety belt. She started to talk again in a quiet mumble.
Nellie’s POV:
There was fog everywhere I looked. I kept running and running, making turns every so often. I had no clue where I was. The only thing I knew was that I was lost; lost in this maze. I couldn’t find my way out. I was running nonstop for what felt like forever. There was no one chasing me, no scary feeling but I was in search for something. I kept looking everywhere for what I lost in the maze, but couldn’t find it.
My head was filled with joyful thoughts. I felt as if I was on cloud nine, nothing could bother me. There was a feeling in my stomach, like butterflies, but stronger. It felt as if there were airplanes flying around, buzzing and flying nonstop. I had a smile on my face, though I couldn’t explain why it was there. Running is all I have been doing for what felt like hours.
I turned a corner and saw a boy in the distance. I could only make out his silhouette from the fog coving up the details. My stomach started to buzz faster and faster as he started to walk towards me. He kept walking closer and closer. Each step was torture to me so I began walking towards him. As soon as I got face to face with him I knew who it was. “Louis” I said and his face lit up like a match in a pitch black room. He smiled at me and pulled me in for a hug and I closed my eyes, enjoying his warmth and the embrace. I found what I had lost. “I’m always here for you.” He told me as he kissed my forehead.
Louis’ POV:
I picked her up and carried her in my arms to my door. Right as I got up to the door it opened, and Nell’s mom stood there with her purse hung on her arm. Were they leaving already? I thought as my mood suddenly changed into a sad sour one.
Nellie’s POV:
Then suddenly, the wind picked up and I could no longer feel his warmth or his protective arms around me. I opened my eyes and he was being pulled away.
“Louis!” I screamed. “Louis, come back!” I watched as he tried to fight the force that was pulling him but right before I could no longer see him he said, “I’ll be back, don’t forget me!”
I sank to the floor and whispered, “Never.” Then the sobs broke out and I sat there on the gravel wishing he would come back. I felt alone. Completely and utterly alone.
Louis’ POV:
“Come and put her in the car Lou.” Her mother told me. I reluctantly followed her towards their car. As her mom opened the door I put her in the middle of the back seat and sat next to her as she was still asleep. I looked at her face; she seemed to be having a nightmare. Her eyebrows were furrowed and eyes tight shut as one tear escaped her sleeping eyes.
“Lou, come on. They have a long drive back.” My mother told me. I didn’t want to move, I didn’t want to leave her. I wanted to stay here and wait until she woke up. I felt every need to comfort her as she was having this nightmare. I kissed her forehead softly and whispered, “I’m always here for you. Remember that, and I’ll be back, don’t forgetme.” I was mostly telling her that I will find every way to stay in touch. She moved slightly and I heard her softly mumble, “Never.”
I watched her and her mom drive away, with each meter they got further away, my heart would get stacked little by little, slowly growing. When I no longer saw their car, I walked into my house and made my way straight towards my bedroom but my mother stopped me.
“Soo…you like her huh?” she said with a small smirk on her lips. I turned to face her, she clearly saw that I was upset and suddenly rushed to me and hugged me tightly. I immediately broke down into tears. “Oh lou, you’ll see her again. I promise.” She soothed me. I kept sobbing into her shoulder, not even trying to hold back anything. This past week I have learned to just let everything out, not bottle it all up inside.
“Bu-but mom. What if I never see her again? What if something happens and I can’t be there for her like I p-promised? I couldn’t live with myself if I hurt her in anyway.” I sobbed. My mom grabbed onto my shoulder, made me look at her in the eyes and said, “Louis, you will not think like that. I have seen you broken hearted for too long and I can’t stand any minute longer of this. You are a wonderful man and I know the Louis I raised would NOT let this bring him down. It would make him stronger and fight his hardest to make things right.”
And from that speech my mom told me, got me back. I knew exactly what to do and how to do it.
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