Just gonna vent cuz I can.
As of recent I've had a more pessimistic view on life. My family, school, friends, all of it my views on things are just becoming more grin.
I call myself a realist but I've just become more negative towards pretty much everything. I get so angry and upset and there's nothing I can do about it. I've held it in, I've talked to people, I've thought my life over and it's just getting harder and harder to see shit in a positive light.
I dont fucking know at this point I really dont.