Happy?
Don't know what that's like
The only thing I know is the feeling of sadness
Getting let down and being told to shut up
Having bad thoughts
Getting blamed for everything my brothers do
I may seem happy but really...
Under all my smiles are frowns
Under all my laughs are cries
Under all my skin are scars
None of my personal friends knows what it's like to be put down everyday
Not being able to do anything about it
What's it's like to be depressed
What it's like to cry every night
What it's like to want to die all the time
What's it's like to live with all these scars inside
What's it's like to have to fake smile everyday
What's it's like to lie to your family when they ask you if everything is alright when it's not
What's it's like to live with someone that hates you
What it's like to have that person tell you they wish you never lived in the house
What it's like to have someone remind you how worthless you are
What it's like to know it's never gonna get better
I just want a normal life but it will never happen
It will never get better
I will just have to live with this hurt
The world can go fuck itself
