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i brainwashed myself for 5 months. i told myself that i was happy and believed it. whenever i tried to tell myself that i wasn't okay i would just say that i was an attention seeker and i didn't actually have it. so...
i kept to myself for 5 months.
i didn't talk to anyone and would bottle everything up to the point where i was draining myself mentally.
i genuinely believed i was happy because i told myself that every day.
i lied to myself.
i'm sorry.
(also this is not the reason i haven't been active. the reason i haven't been active for so long is to personal so i'd rather not share. i'm sorry for those of you who wanted to know. but some things are better kept a secret. i hope you understand.)
