Prologue
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I want to tell you that I want to see you
Now that you're gone
The habit
Of calling you
I live, unable to erase it
Because of you
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She didn't regret meeting him.
She didn't regret loving him.
But she regret that she made him her world— her life.
The life that she's been holding onto whenever she feels weak. The life that she's expecting to made her his life, too. The life that gave her false hopes.
She wants to be okay.
She wants a peaceful life.
She wants the feeling of being loved.
Maybe falling in love is not bad. But, falling in love with someone, who's clearly can't return the feelings and affections that you gave, is the one that is bad.
She regret making one of her habits is loving him.
"I feel like I'm losing, I feel like an idiot."
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Habit || huening kai
FanfictionHabit ° TXT Huening Kai "I rather wish you were having a rougher time. I want you to think of me. Because it's hard. I want to be okay too." Loving him became her habit. [English]