Sir playboy

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"Please don't do this, I promise he's just a friend".
"Just a friend?"
"Yes, baby of course he is".
"But he wants more than that".
"Then i'll tell him that I have someone already and i'm not interested".

He always did this.
He's so jealous, so conspicuous about everyone I talk to.

"Mark"
"Yes?" He takes a deep breathe and calms himself down to listen to his boyfr- well not official boyfriend- but boyfriend in a way.
"Stop being so jealous of everyone I talk to. I want you, only you. But you make me feel like you don't want me by upsetting me and pushing me away". It was nice to tell the truth, nice to be honest about the way I feel.

Heavy tears began to fall from Mark's eyes, sliding down his cheeks and landing an his shirt.
"I'm so scared of losing you, i'm sorry for everything".
"Hey shh it's okay". I whispered into his ear.

So that's what was wrong, he's scared to lose me. But he would never lose me, why doesn't he get that?

"Mark?"
"Yes Sean?!"
"Will you um- well I was thinking, um- would you-
Wouldyouliketobemyboyfriend?"

"Really?!.. I mean, I would love to but-

"But??"

"But you know that we can't make it public. I want to be with you, I really do, i just don't want to lose my job. Can you understand?"

"Of course I can, so.. is that a yes?"

"Yes, of course it's a yes".

That seemed so easy, say a few words and we're boyfriends.

I wish everything was as simple as that.