Sir playboy

T w e n t y - s e v e n

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Mark's POV:

I can't do it anymore, I can't keep staring at this ceiling all night; I need some sleep for fucks sake. No matter how many sheep I count, how many different positions I lay in, I just can't sleep. Even though my mom is already suspicious I need to sleep with Sean, I need to be with him so that I can actually rest because this is killing me.

As I sit up and begin to slide out of bed to join Sean in the guest room my door slowly pushes open revealing the man I wanted, he was wrapped in a blanket, his hair poking up; making him look like a hedgehog, guess he couldn't sleep either.

Within seconds of Jack being in my arms we were both asleep. Being with him just makes everything feel like it's going to be okay. So fuck it if my mum sees us because I love him and she can't change that, no matter what.

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"Mark! Can we talk please?" Oh shit shit shit shit I bet she saw us, she knows, I didn't care but nOW I DO; This is terrifying holy shit.

I can literally feel sweat collecting on my face, ready to start dripping; making me look like i've been standing in the rain.

"I know"

"W-wha-t". Okay wow I can't breathe properly.

"I know it's you who leaves the toilet seat up, stop doing that boy!" She says as she smacks my arm playfully.

As soon as she walks away I slowly slide down the wall, sitting on the floor for a while to recollect my sanity and calm down.

How does she not know yet?
Is she really that oblivious?

*ring ring* *ring ring*
Who the hell could be at the door?

"Thought i'd come see y- Jack?"
"Felix?! How do you know Mark?" I hear Jack reply to Felix.

"What you doing here mut?" I say, chuckling as I pull Felix into a hug.

"Hey Mark, i've missed ya man". Felix replied.

"Jack and I lived in England together for a few years, me and Mark met through Mark's ex, Aaron; we used to go clubbing together."

Those days were fun, the days when I didn't have a business to run.

It was nice to get to see Felix, everyone was happy and enjoying the day until Jack went to the toilet leaving me and Felix, who gave me a speech on Jack and how he's easily hurt and he trusts me to take care of him but that he'll always be there if things go south. And I know that's a good thing but i'm not good enough for someone as whole-hearted and caring as Sean, it scared me that he's so fragile and I'm so rough and impulsive.

I don't want to break his heart but it still scares me that I can.