i am, YOU AREN'T

XIV

staring at this sandwich shop
brought me a lot of memories in it
i sighed deeply
put my earphones on
listening to some nice pop rock music
sometimes it is really nice to look back into
moments of the past, isn’t it?
by just looking at some things or place that became a part of you
days before or even until now
AND IT IS HAUNTING YOU, ISN’T IT?
it makes us happy
at the same time it makes us sad
but …
in my case
i feel NOTHING
i sighed deeply
hour later i arrived at the school
i look at the people
i don’t know why
i can’t seem to view their faces