i am, YOU AREN'T

XIX

IS IT MY TIME?
I’VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS
afternoon
i went home
day at school was terrifying
it wasn’t always like that
well, that happened once
before
…
that girl and me
became friends for a long time
and there’s one moment where i felt something
something i can’t explain
i’ve always been so empty before i met her
but now
i don’t know what’s really happening to me
she filled the emptiness with joy
compassion
happiness
and
love
…