i am, YOU AREN'T

XXIV

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we were having an argument
in the middle of the night
she blamed me for everything
and to why she’s in pain right now
she told her friends ,what happened
they all blamed me
i know i’ve made a great mistake before
talking about this past issue that she brought back
i regretted it
and i promised to never do that again
and so i did!
i broke her trust on me
and now i’m trying hard as i can
to earn it back
and now
i realized
i failed to earn it
i don’t blame her
i hurt her
and it’s all my fault