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I grab my t-shirt and some mom jeans as I grab my phone to text Grayson if he's here to pick me up yet.  Today we are going to his place to watch Netflix. This is the second time I've been to his house. The first time wasn't the best but whatever.

thalia: u here yetttt

gray: yesss, I'm downstairs bb

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Not gonna lie that "bb" made me cringe the slightest bit. I grab my mini backpack and head out the door.
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"Hey lia" Grayson says kissing me on the cheek. To be honest I don't know what to do in an relationship. I mean this is all new to me. "Hey gray" I say with a little chuckle. He immediately hugs me and lifts me up from the ground. (An: couple goals🥵) "Grayson let me down!" I exclaim while laughing.

"Fineee" He says dragging out the 'e'. He lets me down gently and grabs my hand. He interlocks his hand with mine and starts walking towards his place. I'm guessing.

+grayson+
Okay what do you want to watch I ask Thalia while flopping down on my bed. "Lilo and stitch!" She exclaims while her eyes light up. I smile just from seeing her so happy. I click on lilo and stitch as me and Thalia get comfortable. I bring the blankets up to us as we cuddle. She tried getting me off her so she can focus on the movie but I just can't let her go.

She's mine.
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+thalia+
-3 weeks later-

It's been a month of me and Grayson dating and it's going pretty well. He cares for me and get me ice cream whenever I want. He's the best. The only times I worry is when he says he has to go somewhere while we are hanging out. It probably means nothing but I'm a very paranoid girl.

I mean he is a very gorgeous man, how can I not be worried?! Anyways, he treats me so well and I'm starting to open up to him. I'm scared but excited to see what's to come. This is my first ever relationship. Other than having some back in elementary.

This boy means a lot to me for some reason and I can't stop thinking about him. I know that we've haven't been together for that long but I really like him.

+grayson+
-4 weeks later-

It has been two months of me and Thalia being together. She's everything want in a girl. Funny, kind, shy, and beautiful. I really like this girl, she makes me happy and makes me smile. I might even love her? No, I can't. That's too soon. She's on my mind every second of the day.

For some odd reason my family hasn't been calling, neither has Ethan. Me and Ethan used to call everyday but now everything has changed. Let me fill you in about my family. I have a sister, a twin, a mom, and a dad. Also my pet bird gizmo. Me and Ethan have been the bestest of friends ever since we came out of the womb.

Me and Ethan did everything together. We even did this thing called YouTube. We were kinda popular not gonna lie. Those videos were basically our life's! Until I decided to move to New York to pursue my dream of being an actor. That ruined the channel and Ethan. Ethan was devastated and we got in a big fight. We eventually made up because we didn't want me leaving on a bad note but things just aren't the same.

The last call I got from the family is about how Ethan isn't holding up so well. He's been going to therapy and is diagnosed with depression. I offered to come back but they told me to stay in New York. I'm not too sure what to do but I hope everything turns out alright.
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+thalia+
+2 months later+
(srry for such big timeskips!)

Me and Grayson are happier than ever. I still have problems opening up but I'm working on it. He makes me happy, he makes me feel free, he makes me just feel... myself. He has helped me through so much (believe it or not) in the past 4 months. Yep you heard that right! Four months of being together with Grayson.

Today Grayson is taking us to the movies. He said he wanted to watch some movie that I don't even know the name to. That doesn't matter though, at least I'm with him. Ew I'm getting more and more cheesy since I've been hanging out with gray. Yikes!

I'm currently waiting at our usual spot; the cafe. Obviously. I ordered a mocha frappe and now I'm here. Waiting for that damn door to open. My head turns to the door as I hear the bell ring. Grayson comes strutting in and orders his hot chocolate. He automatically starts walking to the corner table. He already know where we sit.

"Hey babe" Grayson says kissing my lips. His lips taste like sweet vanilla chapstick along with a bit minty taste. He smells like fresh laundry with a dash of cologne. My cheeks turn pink from him kissing me as he chuckles. "Lia, you need to stop getting so surprised every time I kiss you". He says with a chuckle. I let out a sigh and laugh.

"Hot chocolate?" The waiter asks coming to our table. Grayson lets out a "yep" and licks his lips looking at the hot chocolate. What a dork.
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+grayson+
~movies~
The movie has already started and me and Thalia have just been messing around. We got some popcorn but now we're getting candy. "Gray we need to go, the movie is already playing" Thalia says tugging at my sweatshirt.

"Babe just wait a sec, lets just get the candy" I say really wanting the candy. Who is she to decide if we're getting candy or not? No I'm joking but I really want candy.

Thalia giggles as she hugs me from behind. She wraps her arms around my waist and lays her head down on my back. I turn around and pat her head.

"You're weird" I say with a laugh. "Heyy!! Rude!" She says. I let out a laugh. "I'm joking" I say kissing her cheek.

"Um excuse me! Are you getting candy or what?" The cashier lady said. "Oh yeah sorry" I say pulling out five dollars.

~movie~

I wrap my arms around Thalia and squeeze her super tight. I'm not a fan of scary movies. We happen to be watching a horror movie right now and I'm freaking out. I have no idea wh-

*ring!*

My phone buzzes as I see a message from Ethan. I sigh as I tuck it back in my pocket. "What was that?" Thalia whispers while glaring at me. "Just my bro" I say holding her hand. She smiles and goes back to watching the movie.

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ethan: come home soon please, I need you.

//HEYYY IM OFFICIALLY ON SPRING BREAK YEEEE. Btw srry for the chapter not being so long as I promised. I've been focusing on school and editing:) if u wanna see my edits check out @/lvder.aep on insta;) okay I'll stop now lmao.

// THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE LONGER I PROMISE. I currently have a pretty bad cold at the moment and it's kinda basically 3 am where I live. Gosh love my hygiene! I'm so tired and I've been working very hard for school. The only problem is that I think I forgot to turn in my essay for english😪 ugh I'm so tired.

//y'all probably thought there would be no problems anymore, well you're wrong! Hehehhehe. I'm lowkey actually sad for how this story is gonna end. Pls don't attack me when I do the ending. // anyways! March 25 2019 was probably the best day of my life. I SAW ARIANA FUCKING GRANDE!! LIKE WTF! The concert was so fun. Ariana did amazing! She is such an amazing humble human being and she's so inspirational. I love her🥺💗
DAMNMM GRAY GETTIN POSSESSIVE LMAOOO.  Any-who my bday recently passed so yeet🐒 I'm officially a teen! Yeah Ik I'm young, don't bully me. For my bday my mom is getting me a kitten!!! I super excited 💞 I deciding if I should name it Grayson, Bailey, or grant. Idk lol.

School has been super stressful and that's why I haven't been updating a lot:( I sowwy. I have a few plans for this story tho! I'm lowkey excited. Anyways yeah that's it! I hope y'all have a great day🤠💖

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