y'all I just wanna say ty for going though this story and ilysm. this is my first ever serious book on here and it's horrible but y'all still read it:,) ty for this wonderful journey of this book<3 I started this book back in November and now it's almost June! Wow! This book took way too long but it was worth it. please do not attack me abt the last chapter. I thought about it ever since I started the book. anyways hope you guys like the last ever chapter of
alone.
hehe so dramatic
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+grayson+
I let out a sniffle as I start writing my apology letter
you deserve better.
im so sorry.
you let me in.
you accepted me for who I am.
i've made mistakes.
and you forgave every single one of them.
i love you.
-grayson
why do things always have to end off bad for me.
why can't I just be happy for once?
why can't I have a normal life?
why do I have to affect other people's life's.
am I like some sort of bad luck?
if only I called him, texted him, fly out to see him.
or just send a simple text that just says I love you.
how can someone be this dumb?
how can I be this dumb?
i saw it coming.
i didn't even do anything about it.
im so pathetic.
i hear thalia let out a grunt as i was going to pack.
"gray get your ass in this bed right now. do you have any idea on what time it is?" she says letting out a sleepy chuckle.
I'm going to miss her
so so much.
"i know baby i'll be there in one second." I say almost letting out a sob.
her face goes from being playful to concerned.
"are you okay baby?" she asks getting up and giving me a kiss on the lips.
oh how much I'll miss those.
"I'm perfectly fine baby" I say trying not to cry.
not fully believing me she just lets out a little 'okay' and goes back into bed.
she instantly goes back to sleep once her face hits the pillow.
