Mixed Feelings

part 3

Previously
I hear the front door shut and my adopted mum say "Ella? I'm back and I need to tell you something important"

Now

Ella's pov

I walk down stairs to see my adopted mum and dad sitting on the sofa looking serious and I know when it is really serious because my adopted dad never comes home dueing the day this is going to be one long slow night for me.

I go and sit on the two seater sofa next to them. It was silence for 5 minutes bit the silence was awkward so I decided to speek first. "So what's up you said you need to speak to me It's important". My adopted mum look at my adopted dad I don't know why she did that but I'm now starting to think something is really wrong.

My adopted mum starts to talk about how they were always there for me when I needed someone then she stops for a minute to look at her husband again and I still don't know what's going on.

Blake's pov
Me, George and Reece when the live on insta for a q&a and to guest some fans. I clicked on the one fan that comment time to time, her user name was george.reece.blake.nhc19 and a teen girl that looked familiar appeared on the screen we just talked like normal people but I was reading the comments too, some fans said that we look alike but I don't think she took any notice of it.

When we fished the live, we go and sit on the sofa. I can't get the girl out of my head it's like I've known her for my whole life.

Reece pulls me out of my thoughts about this mystery girl from the live
"She looks a lot like you Blake" I hear him say from the side of me. "I know but I don't know why she does and plus I've never meet her before." "I know buddy just try to not think about it too much." Reece says walking out and up the stairs to the spear bed room his staying in.

I start to think maybe i was adopted but no that cant be and at that point I thought of a situation that is maybe she was given up and then adopted, no that would never happen my parents aren't like that and plus have a sister already. Abbie is my older sister and I only have her or do I. Oh I don't know what to think anymore to be perfectly honest.

Ella's pov
My adopted mum finally manage to finsh talking. She was saying "that I'm 19 and I need to make my own decisions no matter what it costs." Which I understand where she's coming from but not where she's taking it. I listened to every thing she has to say and the last words are the words that shocked me the most. She said said "that my real parents wants me to get to know them, my twin and my older sister but they said I can take my time so I know if I'm ready to meet them or not."

After this information I got given. My adopted parents went out well my adopted dad went back to work because he has to do the night shift to make up for leaving early and my adopted mum went on a big food shop. I asked her to get me a big tub of ice cream, wiped cream and chocolate.

I can't get past knowing that I have a twin somewhere and I never known that. Im in shock because how could I have a twin I find that impossible at all costs, im the most non sociable person I know.

I go up to my room and put fixed (N/A it's the song above at the start) on by new hope club. I don't know why but when I feel down I always put their music on and it always put me in a better mood by better mood I mean happy and I dance to the songs even though I terrible at it but it's nice to let lose for me it's a way for relaxing and clearing you mind.
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Another part done hope it's okay.
Lily x