Mixed Feelings

Part 44

previously

I start to walk back to the buses hoping no one asks where ive been. I got to corner and see Blake, Reece, George, Tanner, Ben and Joe all talking so I hide behind the wall so no one knows im there and i can hear clearly what they are saying so i decide to listen to their conversation.

Now

Ellas pov

Bl= Blake R= Reece G= George T=Tanner B= Ben J= Joe

Bl: "she's going to hate us . i mean all of us even The Vamps boys"

R: "Blake does have a point and she will want to be on the first plane home"

B: "is there any way she will forgive us?"

G: "there is no way she will because first we never told the fans to stop hating on her for being related to Blake, then we didn't even realise that she is still getting hate plus on top of that the hate from 'dating' me now this about to find out it was a public stunt."

Bl: "G does have a point and this is going to hurt her like shit because we used her as soon as she finds out she will never want to know us ever again"

J: "so what do you guys think we should do?"

 R: "we dont know"

T: "lets tell her and let her decide if she wants to stay on tour with us or if she wants to go"

J: "Thats sounds like a good idea"

G: "so we're telling her then say its the end of this fake relationship"

B: "yes"

Bl: " she will never want to know us especially me because she wanted me to protect her from all of this and i didnt do that thanks guys"

J: "we will tell her that you didn't get to choose. that we told you to keep it a secret"

Bl: " she will never believe that she knows when im laying already"

Wait what it was all a stunt now im broken once again and this time i'm broken for good no one will be able to fix me thanks to them. I turn back to go in the mall place when i get there i run straight into the toilets and start crying my eyes out and hoping no one knows where i am.  i google the nearest airport and I decide to buy a ticket back home but i cant leave until they perform tomorrow night thank god that they are performing in the same venue tomorrow. I clean myself up and put a fake smile on so they don't know that i know everything the did was fake and head back to the buses.

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Still have a lot more drama happening in the next part.

lily xx